e
m
P
t
Y
try taking a picture
maybe one day you will become a photographer
shuyi
april 10
vsc
you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
etc...
maybe one day you will become a photographer
the introudction
i have a name and my own story
shuyi
april 10
vsc
you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
etc...
try writing a letter to your friend
maybe one day you will become a writer
suddenly, i have the urge to collect camera. it is a very expensive collection i noe, but i really love them all...
-polaroid
-dslr
-black birdfly
wats more? omg~~~
i wan a SLR-FM2!!!! hahahahaha (8
anyone can buy me tt? LOL
clear blue sky
big white clouds
nice weather...
my dream is nice too but i woke up too early today, maybe too early for the dream. oh wells~
blink blink blink
down there...
click
"hi"
"hello"
"wat u doin?"
"nth"
"byebye"
"byebye!"
the end...i'm bored~~~
hahaha...i know i can sleep but idk y i dun feel like sleeping..hmmm
oh wells
nites
i'm so bored.
as usual, after christmas, ny will come soon after.
and i'll get one year older. nice! oh wells...
i felt super slack at home tdy...and i really dun feel like doing anything. i love this boredom! (8
anwwwwww...
are you really out there?
nth..
i've been thinking..
i wan a hse of my own with a darkroom, a studio, a sewing room, a travelling room, bedroom in the living room (8, a beautiful kitchen, a movie room, a gathering room, a mini bar corner...okok hahaha i noe it's kind of impossible.BUT i really wan a darkroom and a studio of my own (8 not forgetting a sewing machine will do! may my dream house come true(((8 hahaha!!!
merry christmas!
today is a good day (8 i'm super happy today, for a couple of reasons. first of all i would say, i'm someone who gets happy easily! hahaha...
my ear piercing seems better a little bit!! even tho is like a little bit, i'm super happy! is a good starting for healing rite? hahaha.
2ndly, BBF is here in singapore, but not to my hse yet. i'm super happy!!!
3rdly, i helped my sis and i felt so happy...idk y, but i just do (8
4th, the weather is nice.
5th, i'm listening to my fav christmas song! 12 days of christmas!!!!!
6th, i'm getting a macbook in year 2009!!! WOOHOOOOOOOO
7th, i finished all the presents!!!
8th, i just felt happy~~~
I'M A HAPPY PERSON~~~~~~~ even tho my wish din come true. BUT NVM!!! i'm still extremely happpyyyy happy happiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee (8
i'm not a very storybook person. but...it catches my attention.
for one more day
i'll buy it one day...i wan to read it again and again. simply too wonderful (8
i love mitch albom
-for one more day
-the five people you meet in heaven
-tuesdays with morrie
i love them all (8 read them when u have the chance to!
we cannot always think that watever we want, we will get it. coz this world does not revolve around me only. for some reason, things are never fair. or i would say, fair in terms of karma? anw! we make wishes and have dreams...we have to work for our dreams and we can only pray for our wishes. if wishes are meant to come true, maybe it shows tt you are lucky. or would i say, the others are just a little evil, tts y they dun get the good hand. i've made a wish which i do not noe when will it come true, or never. unless i'm being told, if not, my wish will remain unfulfill. i do not pin too much hope on it tho (8
so what is your wish? for christmas...
tmr is christmas eve, will my wish come true when the hand strike 12 tmr? i doubt so (8
just like that song u said...nothing more than feeling unhappy, but yet tempting to hear it more.
this is our song...a bad one but true.
i've changed the song to a happier one...but i do not feel any better.
this year christmas came a little too fast, way to fast for me to plan. in the end, i'll be staying at home, as usual, being happy with my family (8
nites!
ok! i'm gg to post sth abt these 2 mths!
this holiday, i'm staying at home most of the time, for a couple of reasons which i think no one will be interested to know. so i shall skip that. yesterday night, i thought for a while. i think about my life. reflections as usual. there are something which change my days, a lot. till now, there will always be this thing that choke me in my throat whenever i think about them. they seem to cast a shadow in me. this is going to be a long post...
i have this story to tell. this old man of mine left my world when i'm 13. my grandfather. he dotes me a lot a lot, i would say the most among my siblings and cousins, when he is still alive. he stays in my house since i was born. he sees me grow up, from starting to speak, to walk, to run, to eat porridge instead of milk, to my nursury days, to my kindergarten, to my primary school, to my sec one and i noe he is still watching me. so our relationship is very close.
i used to play in his room with my sister and at 3 pm when he came back from work, we will pack up and run out of his room, afraid that he will raise his voice at us for messy up his room when he needs a break. he was a big, tall and strong man. his squarish face and those grey straight hair make him look fierce sometimes. he always cooks porridge for me as we teochew, love to eat porridge. he will fry me one or two eggs as side dish. delicious. i teach him ABC when i'm free. both of us will sit in the living room laughing because the way he pronounces them are funny. days after days, he gets weaker. everytime we go to the mama shop downstairs, he will ask if i wan to eat "seng gor" which means ice cream in teochew. i said yes.
i made him fall once and i felt super guilty, because i wanted a cup noodle which is so high up on the shelves. i was too timid to ask the shop owner to help me get it and i ran back to seek for my ah gong's help instead. silly. he went down with me and he tripped.
soon when i start to grow up and he became weaker everyday, i find him irritating and annoying. he repeated his question almost every 5 mins asking if i have eaten. he often ask me to make calls to china, his hometown, and i did it unwillingly. i was bad to him in terms of attitude. i did not eat with him during dinner anymore. we did not laugh like we used to when we sit in the living room. i no longer see his smile neither did he see mine when i'm with him. i hope he could just leave me alone and stop bothering me. and he did.
before he passed away, he was so skinny that i totally could not recognize him. where is my strong and tall ah gong? he became bony and his body coiled in the bed like a baby.he no longer speak well. his hair was gone, leaving that skull beneath his skin. soon he passed away.
one day, my sis told me before my ah gong died, he asked her a question in teochew.
"does ah mei hate me?"
I'm sorry. i do not hate you. i do not.
guilty. ashamed. disappointed. till now that question circled in my head and i could no longer answer him myself.
my second story revolves ard my 2 very good frens, maybe 3. we were very close during secondary school, till sec 4. at that time, my temper is horrible. i have to admit that. i screamed at them whenever i'm pissed by little things. they have to give in. who can really tolerate such a friend? even if i said sorry fast after i vent my anger, what's the point? i slap u and i say sorry...its the same meaning. what is wrong with me?
soon, they all left me, alone. they start to drift away from me, talking behind my back, giving me nicknames, and this make me felt terrible. i became the subject of their conversation, sometimes.
i cried for nights. i blamed them for being so mean.. i blamed everyone who supported them, except myself.i refused to blame myself for being so bad and ridiculous to them. i'm sorry. i tried to change myself for the better after that.
i changed my temper, i swollow anything i can, to prevent such terrible thing to happen again. i kept quiet if possible. i let it go. i don't wan to be left alone again for the same reason. my bad temper.
thanks for giving the lesson, i deserve it. and now i'm glad i changed a little even tho i'll still raise my voice sometimes...i'll continue to change (8
i noe there will be more such happenings gg to come in my future. i'll get to learn more along the way. i hope i get to be a better person by then.
i cleaned my table today!!! it became super neat with some messy things here and there...hahaha
every hols i'll spring clean my area and i felt really good after that.
next will be my wardrobe.. hahaha tts really a mess! (8
laughter is the language of the world.
i'm so tired...
i'm kinda excited abt tmr (8 i wan to submit tmr! wish me luck! hahaha i hope everything will go on well...i've made many things recently...andddddd i'm gg to make more!
i was sewing the whole day for my alt processing..super tired! tho the needle works sucks but i'm not gg to redo! 8X
i wan to have my hols asap!!!! hahaha 8D can u give me now?
ytd..nvm
i cant wait for piercing on tues!!! hahaha (8 all the best!
different love songs give different mood. somehow the mood affects my emotions. but there is just one song..tt song...i love it but it's so hurtful to hear it. i close my eyes and i follow the lyrics. i hum with it and i sigh. all the time, without fail. but i understand and i'm glad (8
2010 yes!
i wanted to sleepy early tonight coz i got a terrible headache. but i failed. i guess my sleeping cycle changed during these days. lol
i would not say submission is completely over for me. coz submission for alt. processing is like next friday. oh well....tts good in a way. (8 i wan stay over asap!!! LOL i wan christmas asap!!! i wan to go out with sixters asap!!! i wan to go timbre asap!!! omgggg...i love hols!
~so anw~ have been playing word challenge and hows big is ur brian in facebook. hahaha quite fun (8 ohh~~(me three) i watch flight with the living dead...not bad but i got the headache with me alrdy...so din really enjoy. 8/
gnites
HELLO!
i'm finally blogging again...recently i'm super super super busy with PuDes. omg!
is like my record of the year! continuous vectoring in 4 days! 48hrs? ok maybe lesser. hahaha (8
i'm so happy abt the end results tho!
3hrs fish and chips
1hr canada
4hrs spagetti
4hrs paris
3.5hrs breakfast set
2hrs sydney
1.5hrs toast bread
3hrs great wall of china
1.5hrs dumplings
finally i completed it. james pls be nice and give me good grades! 8/
ok! alt. processes (8
maybe one day you will become a writer
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ( 11:50 PM )
thanks for david chan! hahaha (8 shooting is fun! anw i wan to shoot sea related stuff like submarine or yachat? hahaha!!!
the contrast of the pics din really turn out well when i uploaded, but anw...i love them all
Sunday, December 28, 2008 ( 11:36 PM )
suddenly, i have the urge to collect camera. it is a very expensive collection i noe, but i really love them all...
-polaroid
-dslr
-black birdfly
wats more? omg~~~
i wan a SLR-FM2!!!! hahahahaha (8
anyone can buy me tt? LOL
Saturday, December 27, 2008 ( 1:45 AM )
clear blue sky
big white clouds
nice weather...
my dream is nice too but i woke up too early today, maybe too early for the dream. oh wells~
Friday, December 26, 2008 ( 9:21 AM )
blink blink blink
down there...
click
"hi"
"hello"
"wat u doin?"
"nth"
"byebye"
"byebye!"
the end...i'm bored~~~
hahaha...i know i can sleep but idk y i dun feel like sleeping..hmmm
oh wells
nites
Thursday, December 25, 2008 ( 10:54 PM )
i'm so bored.
as usual, after christmas, ny will come soon after.
and i'll get one year older. nice! oh wells...
i felt super slack at home tdy...and i really dun feel like doing anything. i love this boredom! (8
anwwwwww...
are you really out there?
nth..
i've been thinking..
i wan a hse of my own with a darkroom, a studio, a sewing room, a travelling room, bedroom in the living room (8, a beautiful kitchen, a movie room, a gathering room, a mini bar corner...okok hahaha i noe it's kind of impossible.BUT i really wan a darkroom and a studio of my own (8 not forgetting a sewing machine will do! may my dream house come true(((8 hahaha!!!
( 2:30 AM )
merry christmas!
today is a good day (8 i'm super happy today, for a couple of reasons. first of all i would say, i'm someone who gets happy easily! hahaha...
my ear piercing seems better a little bit!! even tho is like a little bit, i'm super happy! is a good starting for healing rite? hahaha.
2ndly, BBF is here in singapore, but not to my hse yet. i'm super happy!!!
3rdly, i helped my sis and i felt so happy...idk y, but i just do (8
4th, the weather is nice.
5th, i'm listening to my fav christmas song! 12 days of christmas!!!!!
6th, i'm getting a macbook in year 2009!!! WOOHOOOOOOOO
7th, i finished all the presents!!!
8th, i just felt happy~~~
I'M A HAPPY PERSON~~~~~~~ even tho my wish din come true. BUT NVM!!! i'm still extremely happpyyyy happy happiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee (8
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 ( 3:42 AM )
i'm not a very storybook person. but...it catches my attention.
for one more day
i'll buy it one day...i wan to read it again and again. simply too wonderful (8
i love mitch albom
-for one more day
-the five people you meet in heaven
-tuesdays with morrie
i love them all (8 read them when u have the chance to!
( 12:57 AM )
today is christmas.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!
may all your wishes come true when the clock hand strikes 12 tonight! (8
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ( 7:39 AM )
we cannot always think that watever we want, we will get it. coz this world does not revolve around me only. for some reason, things are never fair. or i would say, fair in terms of karma? anw! we make wishes and have dreams...we have to work for our dreams and we can only pray for our wishes. if wishes are meant to come true, maybe it shows tt you are lucky. or would i say, the others are just a little evil, tts y they dun get the good hand. i've made a wish which i do not noe when will it come true, or never. unless i'm being told, if not, my wish will remain unfulfill. i do not pin too much hope on it tho (8
so what is your wish? for christmas...
tmr is christmas eve, will my wish come true when the hand strike 12 tmr? i doubt so (8
Monday, December 22, 2008 ( 7:29 AM )
just like that song u said...nothing more than feeling unhappy, but yet tempting to hear it more.
this is our song...a bad one but true.
i've changed the song to a happier one...but i do not feel any better.
this year christmas came a little too fast, way to fast for me to plan. in the end, i'll be staying at home, as usual, being happy with my family (8
nites!
Friday, December 19, 2008 ( 9:11 AM )
ok! i'm gg to post sth abt these 2 mths!
one word to describe : CRAZY!!!
this is totally messy crazy awesome tiring stressful funny irritating and many more!!! within 2 mths, so many things happen.
this is totally messy crazy awesome tiring stressful funny irritating and many more!!! within 2 mths, so many things happen.
product and advertising photography.
product shoots? yea...with many more. we learnt to use the large format camera, medium format- hasselblad, mamiya.. this is amazing! it's like those camera u get to see only in tv showing vintage stuff or outside some camera shops. i love large format camera!! they rocks! all of us were so stress about the set up, finding props, no props! die!, i need the camera tdy, but i need too! die!, omg can u off the lights?can i on the lights? -_-''' so many problems here and there. but who cares! after all everything was so fun and exciting!!! u get the shot after u load the film..to fotohub, they exposed(she was exposed?) ur film..tts the bad part! oh wells...but i got tt thru (8we make food look piping hot using candle smoke...hahahaha!!! and trying to get our stuff printed for bg. it's simply amazing! if u never went thru all these, u will never understand all the joy and feeling we had.we db food, we play cup beat, we lip sing, we slide across the studio, we hold the board, we lit up candles, we burn paper, we fan out the smoke, we imitate happyslip, we visit ruby and photohub, we pull the polaroid, we stay late in school and came back on sat, we get locked in the studio, we went out buy props, we bring in barang barang then bring home...many more!
AMAZING
alt. photography tech.
can i dun tok much on this? hahahaha it's amazing but...i ruin the christmas presents for my frens )8 anw...i love black and white!!!! hahaha (8 i'm too lazy to blog abt this module after i said so much for the previous one 8X
Pudes!
omg...madness! i actually broke my record during tt module... i vector like mad for hours and is really crazy! ok i shall juswt show u guys the work (8
i wanted to post more...but colour seems weird. oh wells...all turn out blue..nvm
Thursday, December 18, 2008 ( 10:38 PM )
this holiday, i'm staying at home most of the time, for a couple of reasons which i think no one will be interested to know. so i shall skip that. yesterday night, i thought for a while. i think about my life. reflections as usual. there are something which change my days, a lot. till now, there will always be this thing that choke me in my throat whenever i think about them. they seem to cast a shadow in me. this is going to be a long post...
i have this story to tell. this old man of mine left my world when i'm 13. my grandfather. he dotes me a lot a lot, i would say the most among my siblings and cousins, when he is still alive. he stays in my house since i was born. he sees me grow up, from starting to speak, to walk, to run, to eat porridge instead of milk, to my nursury days, to my kindergarten, to my primary school, to my sec one and i noe he is still watching me. so our relationship is very close.
i used to play in his room with my sister and at 3 pm when he came back from work, we will pack up and run out of his room, afraid that he will raise his voice at us for messy up his room when he needs a break. he was a big, tall and strong man. his squarish face and those grey straight hair make him look fierce sometimes. he always cooks porridge for me as we teochew, love to eat porridge. he will fry me one or two eggs as side dish. delicious. i teach him ABC when i'm free. both of us will sit in the living room laughing because the way he pronounces them are funny. days after days, he gets weaker. everytime we go to the mama shop downstairs, he will ask if i wan to eat "seng gor" which means ice cream in teochew. i said yes.
i made him fall once and i felt super guilty, because i wanted a cup noodle which is so high up on the shelves. i was too timid to ask the shop owner to help me get it and i ran back to seek for my ah gong's help instead. silly. he went down with me and he tripped.
soon when i start to grow up and he became weaker everyday, i find him irritating and annoying. he repeated his question almost every 5 mins asking if i have eaten. he often ask me to make calls to china, his hometown, and i did it unwillingly. i was bad to him in terms of attitude. i did not eat with him during dinner anymore. we did not laugh like we used to when we sit in the living room. i no longer see his smile neither did he see mine when i'm with him. i hope he could just leave me alone and stop bothering me. and he did.
before he passed away, he was so skinny that i totally could not recognize him. where is my strong and tall ah gong? he became bony and his body coiled in the bed like a baby.he no longer speak well. his hair was gone, leaving that skull beneath his skin. soon he passed away.
one day, my sis told me before my ah gong died, he asked her a question in teochew.
"does ah mei hate me?"
I'm sorry. i do not hate you. i do not.
guilty. ashamed. disappointed. till now that question circled in my head and i could no longer answer him myself.
my second story revolves ard my 2 very good frens, maybe 3. we were very close during secondary school, till sec 4. at that time, my temper is horrible. i have to admit that. i screamed at them whenever i'm pissed by little things. they have to give in. who can really tolerate such a friend? even if i said sorry fast after i vent my anger, what's the point? i slap u and i say sorry...its the same meaning. what is wrong with me?
soon, they all left me, alone. they start to drift away from me, talking behind my back, giving me nicknames, and this make me felt terrible. i became the subject of their conversation, sometimes.
i cried for nights. i blamed them for being so mean.. i blamed everyone who supported them, except myself.i refused to blame myself for being so bad and ridiculous to them. i'm sorry. i tried to change myself for the better after that.
i changed my temper, i swollow anything i can, to prevent such terrible thing to happen again. i kept quiet if possible. i let it go. i don't wan to be left alone again for the same reason. my bad temper.
thanks for giving the lesson, i deserve it. and now i'm glad i changed a little even tho i'll still raise my voice sometimes...i'll continue to change (8
i noe there will be more such happenings gg to come in my future. i'll get to learn more along the way. i hope i get to be a better person by then.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008 ( 11:23 PM )
i cleaned my table today!!! it became super neat with some messy things here and there...hahaha
every hols i'll spring clean my area and i felt really good after that.
next will be my wardrobe.. hahaha tts really a mess! (8
Monday, December 15, 2008 ( 10:41 PM )
laughter is the language of the world.
Sunday, December 14, 2008 ( 8:00 AM )
i'm so tired...
i'm kinda excited abt tmr (8 i wan to submit tmr! wish me luck! hahaha i hope everything will go on well...i've made many things recently...andddddd i'm gg to make more!
i was sewing the whole day for my alt processing..super tired! tho the needle works sucks but i'm not gg to redo! 8X
i wan to have my hols asap!!!! hahaha 8D can u give me now?
ytd..nvm
i cant wait for piercing on tues!!! hahaha (8 all the best!
Saturday, December 13, 2008 ( 10:45 AM )
different love songs give different mood. somehow the mood affects my emotions. but there is just one song..tt song...i love it but it's so hurtful to hear it. i close my eyes and i follow the lyrics. i hum with it and i sigh. all the time, without fail. but i understand and i'm glad (8
2010 yes!
Thursday, December 11, 2008 ( 9:25 AM )
i wanted to sleepy early tonight coz i got a terrible headache. but i failed. i guess my sleeping cycle changed during these days. lol
i would not say submission is completely over for me. coz submission for alt. processing is like next friday. oh well....tts good in a way. (8 i wan stay over asap!!! LOL i wan christmas asap!!! i wan to go out with sixters asap!!! i wan to go timbre asap!!! omgggg...i love hols!
~so anw~ have been playing word challenge and hows big is ur brian in facebook. hahaha quite fun (8 ohh~~(me three) i watch flight with the living dead...not bad but i got the headache with me alrdy...so din really enjoy. 8/
gnites
Sunday, December 7, 2008 ( 6:06 AM )
HELLO!
i'm finally blogging again...recently i'm super super super busy with PuDes. omg!
is like my record of the year! continuous vectoring in 4 days! 48hrs? ok maybe lesser. hahaha (8
i'm so happy abt the end results tho!
3hrs fish and chips
1hr canada
4hrs spagetti
4hrs paris
3.5hrs breakfast set
2hrs sydney
1.5hrs toast bread
3hrs great wall of china
1.5hrs dumplings
finally i completed it. james pls be nice and give me good grades! 8/
ok! alt. processes (8
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