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shuyi
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you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
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the introudction
i have a name and my own story
shuyi
april 10
vsc
you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
etc...
try writing a letter to your friend
maybe one day you will become a writer
things have been going pretty ok(8
pud des can be tiring but at the same time...fun! haha :D
and i'm kinda caught up with wat to do for my alt processing. i guess i'm alrdy in hols mood? and geeting a macbook mood...hahahaha.
thanks!
to desiree for helping me feeling better and accompany me thru out the blk. you are one of the first few people i noe in tp during 1st day of school..haha (8 take care and stop having stomach flu! LOL (8
to david for helping me in so much so much...things like computer problems and stuff like that. really appreciate! (8 without you i wont know abt happy slip which make me feel better whenever i'm down. and the low voice..hahaha (8
to nat for the COOKIES and all the days in level 5 studio. it's over now but i'm still thinking abt every joke we made in the studio and all the scary situation when cheeyong suddenly appear..HAHA (8
to yar for consoling me when i'm down. most sixters are not in singapore but you are there for me when i'm down (8!!! hahaha we muz meet up more often coz i really miss u guys!!8/
to many ppl who said dun worry...dun be estress....dun be so uptight...everything will be fine!!!
thanks!
is good to have friends(8
recently things have not been good to me. i was still struggling feeling so irritated ytd abt things being unfair. but i guess this is going to continue and i cannot complain everyday. why not just accept my unlucky days. i tot that tdy will be better but i guess i'm wrong. it's just another disgusting day i'm gg to spend. oh wells. things are really not smooth and i wan to get out! i hate these days! no one will ever say...hmm ur days are so unlucky, why not let me make it better. NO ONE! coz everyone is selfish. idk. mayb i'm just feeling negatively. i really wan to cry out loud. but i think that is useless.
selfish.self-centered.inconsiderate.negative.not-understanding.selfish.selfish.selfish
anw...i'm not gg to lose! no camera then no camera! i shall make pinhole maybe? lol or photogram (8 mac on jan
i do not know what happen
there is this suddenly feel of lost. is like the feeling is overflowing.. you might not know wat the hell i'm toking abt. but i'm like feeling fully lost. everyday i do not know my goal. but everyday i noe there is sth huge is coming towards me..and these are stressing me out. maybe after this blk ended, then i'll get to feel relaxed. since long ago, i have not really rest. oh wells.
i'm tired almost every sec and night. my brain cannot stop telling me that there is more work coming~~~ whereby i can try to enjoy these few days first. haix )8
www.shuyistired.com/stress/broke.html
i noe i shld not compare coz i will never get back the same shot. but i just cant help it to put them tgt. i really love my previous shot which i lost it forever. tdy i reshoot my ring shot but the feel is totally different. the feel of my reshot is not right and i really hate it. coz i really love my previous one. it just sucks. this feeling is horrible but wat can i do abt it. i know i shld not dwell on it anymore. but is an effort wasted. i hate that girl. she ruin me. yes i'm not making this big but i really put pride in my work. i love perfection and this is never perfect for me. i tried so many times to console myself but i guess all i need is time. i dun wan understanding or trying to give praises just to make me feel happier. i wan honest comments which eventually make me feel worse. i noe my 1st pic is definitely better than my 2nd. I HATE FOTOHUB. YOU RUIN MY FEELING TO THE MAX. if only the girl read my blog and i will say this to her : YOU CANNOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE COZ YOU CAN NEVER HANDLE SUCH BIG FAILURE.
why must i face the consequence whereby it is not my fault. this is so unfair! fotohub i will rmb you forever as the worst photo shop ever. you dun deserve any single respect from anyone. i hate you! STUPID!
this is not just about anger and disappointment. it is also abt pride and the lost of sth i really love. you can never understand how i feel coz all you noe is to say sorry and your days go on normally. however, i have to face the bloody consequences and see more failure in my shots. if you have conscious, you shld not even continue working there. i noe i'm being mean but i dun care. is my work that is being destroyed, not yours.
i will always rmb the stupid day in fotohub that ruin my rest of the days.
i'm feeling kinda moody recently..but somehow i din wan to show.
now, i'm kind of calm so i decided to blog. my last setup...i'm stuck! )8
many emotions came into my mind and heart. wat i wan is not wat i feel. i do not like this but my heart tells me this is the right way. i wan to feel this way but my mind remind me not to!
confused.
i take pride in my work and i have to be confident abt them. but my heart affects my mind. discouraged. i noe i shld not be but i just do. i hate it!
tdy is flea market...at east coast. tanned or would i say badly burnt. i hate it! i hate tanning~ yes i'm not the sporty shuyi i used to be. and i refused to get myself black again. the worse thing is, i sold nth. thanks
i'm tired...i wan to sleep )8
i'm alone in the studio now...LOL (8
the feeling is quite cool~ doing some sketches and having cream of chicken soup. hahaha...
i like this feeling (8
maybe i shld stop wasting my time on you. after all, you are not that good either. LOL (8 or i just dun understand you enuff. but i shld stop wasting my time now and i wan to shoot tmr~!!!! on film.
to choose, i'll choose my education over relationship.
maybe after going thru so many things, i realised the keep on believing that someone is out there waiting for me, i might as well focus on wat i can work on. photography is really important to me and it really meant a lot. it is my dream. for now, dream vs love, of cuz dream win! LOL
anw...no one is there! HAHAHA~
i hope my shoot will be perfect and nice~!!!! wish hard(8
maybe one day you will become a writer
Saturday, November 29, 2008 ( 2:37 AM )
things have been going pretty ok(8
pud des can be tiring but at the same time...fun! haha :D
and i'm kinda caught up with wat to do for my alt processing. i guess i'm alrdy in hols mood? and geeting a macbook mood...hahahaha.
thanks!
to desiree for helping me feeling better and accompany me thru out the blk. you are one of the first few people i noe in tp during 1st day of school..haha (8 take care and stop having stomach flu! LOL (8
to david for helping me in so much so much...things like computer problems and stuff like that. really appreciate! (8 without you i wont know abt happy slip which make me feel better whenever i'm down. and the low voice..hahaha (8
to nat for the COOKIES and all the days in level 5 studio. it's over now but i'm still thinking abt every joke we made in the studio and all the scary situation when cheeyong suddenly appear..HAHA (8
to yar for consoling me when i'm down. most sixters are not in singapore but you are there for me when i'm down (8!!! hahaha we muz meet up more often coz i really miss u guys!!8/
to many ppl who said dun worry...dun be estress....dun be so uptight...everything will be fine!!!
thanks!
Thursday, November 27, 2008 ( 11:43 PM )
is good to have friends(8
( 5:32 PM )
recently things have not been good to me. i was still struggling feeling so irritated ytd abt things being unfair. but i guess this is going to continue and i cannot complain everyday. why not just accept my unlucky days. i tot that tdy will be better but i guess i'm wrong. it's just another disgusting day i'm gg to spend. oh wells. things are really not smooth and i wan to get out! i hate these days! no one will ever say...hmm ur days are so unlucky, why not let me make it better. NO ONE! coz everyone is selfish. idk. mayb i'm just feeling negatively. i really wan to cry out loud. but i think that is useless.
selfish.self-centered.inconsiderate.negative.not-understanding.selfish.selfish.selfish
anw...i'm not gg to lose! no camera then no camera! i shall make pinhole maybe? lol or photogram (8 mac on jan
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ( 7:48 AM )
i do not know what happen
there is this suddenly feel of lost. is like the feeling is overflowing.. you might not know wat the hell i'm toking abt. but i'm like feeling fully lost. everyday i do not know my goal. but everyday i noe there is sth huge is coming towards me..and these are stressing me out. maybe after this blk ended, then i'll get to feel relaxed. since long ago, i have not really rest. oh wells.
i'm tired almost every sec and night. my brain cannot stop telling me that there is more work coming~~~ whereby i can try to enjoy these few days first. haix )8
www.shuyistired.com/stress/broke.html
Saturday, November 22, 2008 ( 9:14 PM )
My last 3 shots. feel good
2 out of 3..i reshoot them. not becuz they are not good, or they are blurred watsoever.
just becoz of the stupid act, i lost the 2 shots. i'm still feeling sad whenever i think abt it. i hate the girl...
anw, i've completed my 9 shots and i really hope i can score well. i really put in many many effort. pray hard!
Thursday, November 20, 2008 ( 6:41 AM )
i noe i shld not compare coz i will never get back the same shot. but i just cant help it to put them tgt. i really love my previous shot which i lost it forever. tdy i reshoot my ring shot but the feel is totally different. the feel of my reshot is not right and i really hate it. coz i really love my previous one. it just sucks. this feeling is horrible but wat can i do abt it. i know i shld not dwell on it anymore. but is an effort wasted. i hate that girl. she ruin me. yes i'm not making this big but i really put pride in my work. i love perfection and this is never perfect for me. i tried so many times to console myself but i guess all i need is time. i dun wan understanding or trying to give praises just to make me feel happier. i wan honest comments which eventually make me feel worse. i noe my 1st pic is definitely better than my 2nd. I HATE FOTOHUB. YOU RUIN MY FEELING TO THE MAX. if only the girl read my blog and i will say this to her : YOU CANNOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE COZ YOU CAN NEVER HANDLE SUCH BIG FAILURE.
why must i face the consequence whereby it is not my fault. this is so unfair! fotohub i will rmb you forever as the worst photo shop ever. you dun deserve any single respect from anyone. i hate you! STUPID!
this is not just about anger and disappointment. it is also abt pride and the lost of sth i really love. you can never understand how i feel coz all you noe is to say sorry and your days go on normally. however, i have to face the bloody consequences and see more failure in my shots. if you have conscious, you shld not even continue working there. i noe i'm being mean but i dun care. is my work that is being destroyed, not yours.
i will always rmb the stupid day in fotohub that ruin my rest of the days.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ( 4:36 AM )
FOTOHUB IS A NOT PROFESSIONAL PLACE TO PROCESS YOUR FILM!
she is a disgusting piece of shit which exposed my film. my 2 days of hardwork and time has totaly gone to waste because she is such an idiot. she open up the box just to COUNT THE FILM, and i've alrdy told her inside there are 4 film. she is so dumb and went to open up. super not professional. she shld be trained first but from this case, fotohub do not train their employee. because of her stupid act. i wasted 10 polaroids and 48 hours of hardwork. plus, destroying my fren, desiree, film as well. she is super super stupid and she shld be trained. DO NOT GO TO FOTOHUB IF YOU WAN YOUR PROCESSING TO BE SUCCESSFUL!
I HATE HER!
Film shld be made idiot prove. dumb-ass!!!!!!!
Sunday, November 16, 2008 ( 5:31 AM )
i'm feeling kinda moody recently..but somehow i din wan to show.
now, i'm kind of calm so i decided to blog. my last setup...i'm stuck! )8
many emotions came into my mind and heart. wat i wan is not wat i feel. i do not like this but my heart tells me this is the right way. i wan to feel this way but my mind remind me not to!
confused.
i take pride in my work and i have to be confident abt them. but my heart affects my mind. discouraged. i noe i shld not be but i just do. i hate it!
tdy is flea market...at east coast. tanned or would i say badly burnt. i hate it! i hate tanning~ yes i'm not the sporty shuyi i used to be. and i refused to get myself black again. the worse thing is, i sold nth. thanks
i'm tired...i wan to sleep )8
Friday, November 14, 2008 ( 8:42 AM )
three
one
what i have been busy on (8
Friday, November 7, 2008 ( 6:40 AM )
3rd
pray hard that tmr everything will be successful and i do not need to reshoot anything.
Monday, November 3, 2008 ( 6:56 PM )
i'm alone in the studio now...LOL (8
the feeling is quite cool~ doing some sketches and having cream of chicken soup. hahaha...
i like this feeling (8
Sunday, November 2, 2008 ( 8:25 AM )
maybe i shld stop wasting my time on you. after all, you are not that good either. LOL (8 or i just dun understand you enuff. but i shld stop wasting my time now and i wan to shoot tmr~!!!! on film.
Saturday, November 1, 2008 ( 10:16 AM )
to choose, i'll choose my education over relationship.
maybe after going thru so many things, i realised the keep on believing that someone is out there waiting for me, i might as well focus on wat i can work on. photography is really important to me and it really meant a lot. it is my dream. for now, dream vs love, of cuz dream win! LOL
anw...no one is there! HAHAHA~
i hope my shoot will be perfect and nice~!!!! wish hard(8
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