e
m
P
t
Y
try taking a picture
maybe one day you will become a photographer
shuyi
april 10
vsc
you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
etc...
maybe one day you will become a photographer
the introudction
i have a name and my own story
shuyi
april 10
vsc
you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
etc...
try writing a letter to your friend
maybe one day you will become a writer
went to ps the other day wif
一个人静静的思考:
有很多事其实隐藏着会好一些。。。
当然,不是每一件事都能一目了然。。。
如果有些事说得太明便会伤到人。。。
所以,不说得好!!!
但这样一来,自己的情绪会受折磨!!!
该则么办?
第一次用华语来写网上日记。虽然是有点慢,但华语似呼较好发挥我的想法。
今天的天气还是一样的寒冷。生病的我唯有臥在床上好好的休息。
爸爸和妈妈的贴心照顾真叫我感动。。。
肉麻的话就不说了,只是要懂事听话吧=)
这几天都没做奢么事,嘿。。。好闷啊!
心中还是有一道巴痕。是巴痕吗?还是一段自己后悔拥有的感情?
它不应该开始。。。
它不应该存在。。。
陈淑仪,爱自己的我!!!
hihi=) so bored...
the most beautiful memories brought abt the most hurtful present reality state...
lesson was kind of short for this blog....
so more time to blog...to do my personal things...and to think of the past
i noe i shldn't be coz they are not worth it...
when once hurt, she is afraid to love again...fear of the pain and the unbearable feelings...
she once lost him and never wan to haf him again...but she seems to lose the courage to love again...to put in all her heart and soul...
good or bad? too deep...no confidence no courage no more trust...she is afraid...
smile shuyi=)
Finally back from camp....tired as wat expected...
the camp is fun!!!!
but mayb i was tired so din really go crazy...haix....miss tt chance to be high!
nvm...i'm sure there will be another chance=)
I LOVE LUGAH~!!! damn enthu...esp desiree!! HAHAHA=D she was crazy la...heehee^^
mallory was horny..omg!!! her signature action...
noe many new frens=) fun fun and still fun...
i won an award: the exotic names award*faint* haha=D i wanna thank my parents for the name^^....diao~!!!
SOK NGEE (not sock knee!!!)
first day of lesson....quite free~!! as in no homework....and lesson end at ard 11 plus..yes man!!
got my photoshop installed^^ so happy..haha=D
maybe giving is happier than receiving..
a qtn pop in my head...
when one tries to be friendly,but he is not very open to ppl....start being friendly,trying to change his character....does this mean he is a hypocrite? hmm....sometimes really wonder...
hope i can be high again soon...kinda tired recently=(
i seriously dunno wat to do.....
my work....too complicated..i simplified....she not happy...add more stuff
i add...my frens said too complicated...WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?
TELL ME!!!!!!!!
SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm stress...terriblely stress....i cried...but will tt help....i wanna do well...i really wan to do well...
i noe i will be more stress to think this way...but i really wan to do well........
Simply haf so much to blog abt today....
haix....failure....
ideation was like...hur hur....wif so many criticism and rejection...
history poster was like being said by ppl abt the bad work quality...
FAILURE i get the point...thanks man...
i haf de-prove i noe~!!!! i'm trying hard...so just stop adding on to my stress-ness...
i appreciate tt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna scream out loud...
today i walk from that bus-stop home...many things just go round and round in my mind...
ppl are improving..while me? deproving..not even stagnent!!!
wanna cry but no tears...is just so hard to descibe tt kind of feeling unless u experienced.
i dun haf a art backgrd...so i try my best...but often i get sso demoralize and irritated when EFFORT dun equal to RESULTS!!!!
i'll try...but how many more times? i dunno...double of wat the rest need i think...
SLOW!!!!
i noe criticism are meant good for me to improve..but not today...i'm really tired...so dun add on to it pls...i had enuff!
ending of blk shld be happy..but it seems like more stress is coming up...
help!!!no sleep for the night ....late i guess...
I'M GOING TO DO MY VERY BEST FOR TONIGHT AND SHOW PAT THAT MY WORK DESERVE AN A AGAIN!!!!!!
time is the best medicine for pain...
today's pain will be lesser than ytd's...while tmr's pain will be lesser than today's
i agree...totally..
i recover from my pain after a period of time...
today when to eat ba chor mee wif desiree and dj....NICE!!!
tmr gg to eat again^^ haha...
omg the the weather is super HOT!!! melting man...LIVE EARTH!!! haha
today's lesson was kinda boring...haix...hope this blk will end soon...YES!!!!
i enjoyed my life while i missed some part...
there are so many tots going up and down in my brain...but sometimes is so hard to put them down in words.
sometimes i noe i need to improve and be more cautious in things...but i just failed
my goals in life is still so blur...wat or where am i gg towards to?
i feel inferior sometimes when i'm wif my frens...i try my very best...i did all tt i need to...i do extra sometimes.BUT i'm still lagging at the back
today richard gave me my result for my poster(draft), as expected...i din get good grade...it's alright i tell myself..i can improve!! I encouraged myself to stand up again..but how many more times can i do tt?
i love my blog song...i miss someone but i dunno who...
someone i hope to noe...to understand and to even see the face?
mayb is not someone tt i miss...a feeling i guess, that will always push me and guide me along my life journey..i miss that.
i used to be so enthu in life...but i get so many demoralization...i feel dumb..haix...
JIAYOU SHUYI...jiayou...jiayou...jiayou...jiayou...but till when will i be satisfied and glad abt my life, my work?
FINISHED things i need to=)
so get some time to blog...haha=D feeling kinda normal=) nth much i guess^^
finally printed out my photos=) so happy! HAHAHA^^
wat kind of person are u?
someone who willing to share ur joy and sorrow?
someone who hides everything (feelings)?
someone who run away first when crisis arrives?
someone who willing to sacrifice ur time and effort on others?
HUMAN NATURE: selfish!!!
i agree...i will not deny tt i'm one of the selfish one...but to wat extend? i dunno
all of us are selfish, only the diffence in the "amt"
if only we are not selfish=/
glad that this blk is finishing soon=) hope the next blk will be fun..
I LOVE MY CLASS
Once again i'm being demoralized...
i hate it when i spent so much effort on sth and hope it will turn out well...but in the end...haix...
EFFORT dun equal to RESULTS...
super duper damn very omgly sad...
why muz i be demoralized again...? i hate this feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCREAMING!!!!=(
i just finished my history poster...haix...anyhow do one..dun really like it...!!!!
richard is gg to reject man=(
took pics for ideation...i like them=)
hope i can continue my As..haha=D bhb...
but haix...history..eeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
now my palm is so numb la...kns...sian...
BENJI BLOG GOT VIRUS!!!hahaha..jkjk....
polluted by my unglam pic nia....bleahx..
ytd i'm crazy..haha...witness: joanna and benji!!!
wif all the funny faces!! omg...crazy as usual=)
RULES OF THE GAME:
Each player of the game starts off with ten weird things or habits or known facts abt yourself. People who get tagged must write it in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs !
one: i get stomachache wherever and whenever
two: i cant spell lots of words like thirteen*wink* (thirdteen!!! omg!!!)
three: i like to play violent games wif my dog and i think he loves it too...diao
four: i think this game shldn't be continued..haha xD
five: i find this game SO FUN MAN!!! (zinc)
six: i can do beaver face and move my cheeks=)
seven: i can turn my head 360 degree as in the neck going round horizontally not vertically
eight: my class got an anus!!!
nine: i can be super duper crazy wif frens but cold to strangers...yea man!!!
ten: i finish this game!!! omg...i actually play it...hur hur
6 frens?
-syi yar
-benji
-evy
-ruhui
-qinyi
-giovanna
HAHAHA=D
so long din feed my blog le...hmm..kinda happy^^got 2 As for my ideation..omg but i dun haf any confident in gettin A again for the collage and the 4 sqs=(
nvm!!! jiayou shuyi=) as long as i put in my best..i'm satisfied!!!
just finished doin my history poster...hmm...SATISFIED^^haha...
sometimes i really wonder sth...
ppl gossip...
ppl tok overly bad...
but do they noe they hurt ppl at the same time?
sometimes, things tt meant to be kept to ourselves...comments that hurt alot...we shld just feel for others=/
looks is one of them....nv critique ppl's apperence man...coz is not sth they can control!!! i watch this show on channel 8..inspired! looks...differentiate ppl...and some may be hurt by comments...
my mother asked me...are u satisfied wif ur looks...
YES!!! thanks mama...
some comments are really meant to be kept and not shared...not making into a subject to discuss or wat...haix...
feel for ppl...feel the hurt if someone saying the same comments u made b4...on YOU...
FEEL THAT HURT...
like so long since the last post i posted on this blog...
dun really feel like blogging...lazy=/
IDEATION is sadistic..haha=D stayed up till 4 AM to chiong assignment 2...and guess wat? assignment 3 and 4 are here ALREADY...so awesome rite? GRR...~!!!
as usual history is kinda boring but....wat to do rite...is one of the CORE...bleahx
hmm..today went to red dot then ang mo kio hub...cool manx!!!
haha=D took many fotos but mb haven sent me...nvm^^
bought so many things...
1. nip pen from art fren
2. pencil box(literally a box)
3. yellow sharp pointed head shoes
4. bubble tea (orange red tea is damn nice)
5. 3 cheese toast
6. one bundle of cloth
7. 2 hair clips
haha=D met many ppl....so funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
singapore is so small after all manx
OMG
oh yay..monday watching TRANSFORMER~!!! cool...
finally my internet works!!! recently busying wif assignments...i slept at 4 ytd!!! haha..yes 4 AM...fun tho=)
when secrets reveal, are they still secrets?
when i know sth...and be shocked abt it...does it mean i'm naive? ok lame!!!
sometimes really wonder ridiculous things=/
YES GIVE UP!!!...totally i guess...hmm...
things going in my mind...not here
things going out of my mouth...found here...
who am i in this ugly reality wif so many negative emotions...?
in my own world..in my own corner...thinking deep into my mind...still no ans for my questions...
BE RIDICULOUS=)
I'M in skool now=)
omg...my internet is down and i cant use internet at home...sian=(
one mre week to go for the guy to repair...WALAO~!!!....total 2 weeks of no INTERNET~!!!
sian lor..=( finally can blog in skool....haha=) heavy!!!
now i'm alone...so sad...to sixter!!!i'm so sorry tt i can go for the outing...I AM SO SORRY=(
maybe one day you will become a writer
Tuesday, July 31, 2007 ( 12:28 AM )
went to ps the other day wif
desiree
qinyi
joanna
benji
haha...we went arcade to play house of the dead...still scary as usual=)
then went shopping in ps...haha
benji keep saying 不要这样啦...coz he din wan to shop wif ALL girls..haha=D
joanna aka jack still ganna zing by me as usual...haha..jkjk
however din really shop...end up we eat a lot!!!
first was in skool...then bk...then toast box...we wanna go crystal jade man..but haha...qinyi got stomachache...JOANNA
so we went home...i went home wif des and CAMWHORE in the train and in the station..haha...
PICTURES!!!
Saturday, July 28, 2007 ( 1:58 AM )
一个人静静的思考:
有很多事其实隐藏着会好一些。。。
当然,不是每一件事都能一目了然。。。
如果有些事说得太明便会伤到人。。。
所以,不说得好!!!
但这样一来,自己的情绪会受折磨!!!
该则么办?
( 1:22 AM )
第一次用华语来写网上日记。虽然是有点慢,但华语似呼较好发挥我的想法。
今天的天气还是一样的寒冷。生病的我唯有臥在床上好好的休息。
爸爸和妈妈的贴心照顾真叫我感动。。。
肉麻的话就不说了,只是要懂事听话吧=)
这几天都没做奢么事,嘿。。。好闷啊!
心中还是有一道巴痕。是巴痕吗?还是一段自己后悔拥有的感情?
它不应该开始。。。
它不应该存在。。。
陈淑仪,爱自己的我!!!
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ( 1:18 AM )
hihi=) so bored...
the most beautiful memories brought abt the most hurtful present reality state...
( 12:26 AM )
lesson was kind of short for this blog....
so more time to blog...to do my personal things...and to think of the past
i noe i shldn't be coz they are not worth it...
when once hurt, she is afraid to love again...fear of the pain and the unbearable feelings...
she once lost him and never wan to haf him again...but she seems to lose the courage to love again...to put in all her heart and soul...
good or bad? too deep...no confidence no courage no more trust...she is afraid...
smile shuyi=)
Monday, July 23, 2007 ( 4:02 AM )
Finally back from camp....tired as wat expected...
the camp is fun!!!!
but mayb i was tired so din really go crazy...haix....miss tt chance to be high!
nvm...i'm sure there will be another chance=)
I LOVE LUGAH~!!! damn enthu...esp desiree!! HAHAHA=D she was crazy la...heehee^^
mallory was horny..omg!!! her signature action...
noe many new frens=) fun fun and still fun...
i won an award: the exotic names award*faint* haha=D i wanna thank my parents for the name^^....diao~!!!
SOK NGEE (not sock knee!!!)
first day of lesson....quite free~!! as in no homework....and lesson end at ard 11 plus..yes man!!
got my photoshop installed^^ so happy..haha=D
maybe giving is happier than receiving..
a qtn pop in my head...
when one tries to be friendly,but he is not very open to ppl....start being friendly,trying to change his character....does this mean he is a hypocrite? hmm....sometimes really wonder...
hope i can be high again soon...kinda tired recently=(
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 ( 9:06 AM )
i seriously dunno wat to do.....
my work....too complicated..i simplified....she not happy...add more stuff
i add...my frens said too complicated...WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?
TELL ME!!!!!!!!
SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm stress...terriblely stress....i cried...but will tt help....i wanna do well...i really wan to do well...
i noe i will be more stress to think this way...but i really wan to do well........
( 4:47 AM )
Simply haf so much to blog abt today....
haix....failure....
ideation was like...hur hur....wif so many criticism and rejection...
history poster was like being said by ppl abt the bad work quality...
FAILURE i get the point...thanks man...
i haf de-prove i noe~!!!! i'm trying hard...so just stop adding on to my stress-ness...
i appreciate tt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna scream out loud...
today i walk from that bus-stop home...many things just go round and round in my mind...
ppl are improving..while me? deproving..not even stagnent!!!
wanna cry but no tears...is just so hard to descibe tt kind of feeling unless u experienced.
i dun haf a art backgrd...so i try my best...but often i get sso demoralize and irritated when EFFORT dun equal to RESULTS!!!!
i'll try...but how many more times? i dunno...double of wat the rest need i think...
SLOW!!!!
i noe criticism are meant good for me to improve..but not today...i'm really tired...so dun add on to it pls...i had enuff!
ending of blk shld be happy..but it seems like more stress is coming up...
help!!!no sleep for the night ....late i guess...
I'M GOING TO DO MY VERY BEST FOR TONIGHT AND SHOW PAT THAT MY WORK DESERVE AN A AGAIN!!!!!!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ( 6:26 AM )
time is the best medicine for pain...
today's pain will be lesser than ytd's...while tmr's pain will be lesser than today's
i agree...totally..
i recover from my pain after a period of time...
today when to eat ba chor mee wif desiree and dj....NICE!!!
tmr gg to eat again^^ haha...
omg the the weather is super HOT!!! melting man...LIVE EARTH!!! haha
today's lesson was kinda boring...haix...hope this blk will end soon...YES!!!!
Monday, July 16, 2007 ( 3:54 AM )
i enjoyed my life while i missed some part...
there are so many tots going up and down in my brain...but sometimes is so hard to put them down in words.
sometimes i noe i need to improve and be more cautious in things...but i just failed
my goals in life is still so blur...wat or where am i gg towards to?
i feel inferior sometimes when i'm wif my frens...i try my very best...i did all tt i need to...i do extra sometimes.BUT i'm still lagging at the back
today richard gave me my result for my poster(draft), as expected...i din get good grade...it's alright i tell myself..i can improve!! I encouraged myself to stand up again..but how many more times can i do tt?
i love my blog song...i miss someone but i dunno who...
someone i hope to noe...to understand and to even see the face?
mayb is not someone tt i miss...a feeling i guess, that will always push me and guide me along my life journey..i miss that.
i used to be so enthu in life...but i get so many demoralization...i feel dumb..haix...
JIAYOU SHUYI...jiayou...jiayou...jiayou...jiayou...but till when will i be satisfied and glad abt my life, my work?
Sunday, July 15, 2007 ( 8:30 AM )
FINISHED things i need to=)
so get some time to blog...haha=D feeling kinda normal=) nth much i guess^^
finally printed out my photos=) so happy! HAHAHA^^
wat kind of person are u?
someone who willing to share ur joy and sorrow?
someone who hides everything (feelings)?
someone who run away first when crisis arrives?
someone who willing to sacrifice ur time and effort on others?
HUMAN NATURE: selfish!!!
i agree...i will not deny tt i'm one of the selfish one...but to wat extend? i dunno
all of us are selfish, only the diffence in the "amt"
if only we are not selfish=/
glad that this blk is finishing soon=) hope the next blk will be fun..
I LOVE MY CLASS
Friday, July 13, 2007 ( 10:02 AM )
Once again i'm being demoralized...
i hate it when i spent so much effort on sth and hope it will turn out well...but in the end...haix...
EFFORT dun equal to RESULTS...
super duper damn very omgly sad...
why muz i be demoralized again...? i hate this feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCREAMING!!!!=(
( 9:01 AM )
i just finished my history poster...haix...anyhow do one..dun really like it...!!!!
richard is gg to reject man=(
took pics for ideation...i like them=)
hope i can continue my As..haha=D bhb...
but haix...history..eeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
now my palm is so numb la...kns...sian...
BENJI BLOG GOT VIRUS!!!hahaha..jkjk....
polluted by my unglam pic nia....bleahx..
ytd i'm crazy..haha...witness: joanna and benji!!!
wif all the funny faces!! omg...crazy as usual=)
Thursday, July 12, 2007 ( 7:44 AM )
RULES OF THE GAME:
Each player of the game starts off with ten weird things or habits or known facts abt yourself. People who get tagged must write it in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs !
one: i get stomachache wherever and whenever
two: i cant spell lots of words like thirteen*wink* (thirdteen!!! omg!!!)
three: i like to play violent games wif my dog and i think he loves it too...diao
four: i think this game shldn't be continued..haha xD
five: i find this game SO FUN MAN!!! (zinc)
six: i can do beaver face and move my cheeks=)
seven: i can turn my head 360 degree as in the neck going round horizontally not vertically
eight: my class got an anus!!!
nine: i can be super duper crazy wif frens but cold to strangers...yea man!!!
ten: i finish this game!!! omg...i actually play it...hur hur
6 frens?
-syi yar
-benji
-evy
-ruhui
-qinyi
-giovanna
Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ( 7:59 AM )
HAHAHA=D
so long din feed my blog le...hmm..kinda happy^^got 2 As for my ideation..omg but i dun haf any confident in gettin A again for the collage and the 4 sqs=(
nvm!!! jiayou shuyi=) as long as i put in my best..i'm satisfied!!!
just finished doin my history poster...hmm...SATISFIED^^haha...
sometimes i really wonder sth...
ppl gossip...
ppl tok overly bad...
but do they noe they hurt ppl at the same time?
sometimes, things tt meant to be kept to ourselves...comments that hurt alot...we shld just feel for others=/
looks is one of them....nv critique ppl's apperence man...coz is not sth they can control!!! i watch this show on channel 8..inspired! looks...differentiate ppl...and some may be hurt by comments...
my mother asked me...are u satisfied wif ur looks...
YES!!! thanks mama...
some comments are really meant to be kept and not shared...not making into a subject to discuss or wat...haix...
feel for ppl...feel the hurt if someone saying the same comments u made b4...on YOU...
FEEL THAT HURT...
Saturday, July 7, 2007 ( 10:08 AM )
my bus pencil BOX
( 6:09 AM )
like so long since the last post i posted on this blog...
dun really feel like blogging...lazy=/
IDEATION is sadistic..haha=D stayed up till 4 AM to chiong assignment 2...and guess wat? assignment 3 and 4 are here ALREADY...so awesome rite? GRR...~!!!
as usual history is kinda boring but....wat to do rite...is one of the CORE...bleahx
hmm..today went to red dot then ang mo kio hub...cool manx!!!
haha=D took many fotos but mb haven sent me...nvm^^
bought so many things...
1. nip pen from art fren
2. pencil box(literally a box)
3. yellow sharp pointed head shoes
4. bubble tea (orange red tea is damn nice)
5. 3 cheese toast
6. one bundle of cloth
7. 2 hair clips
haha=D met many ppl....so funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
singapore is so small after all manx
OMG
oh yay..monday watching TRANSFORMER~!!! cool...
Thursday, July 5, 2007 ( 3:50 AM )
finally my internet works!!! recently busying wif assignments...i slept at 4 ytd!!! haha..yes 4 AM...fun tho=)
when secrets reveal, are they still secrets?
when i know sth...and be shocked abt it...does it mean i'm naive? ok lame!!!
sometimes really wonder ridiculous things=/
YES GIVE UP!!!...totally i guess...hmm...
things going in my mind...not here
things going out of my mouth...found here...
who am i in this ugly reality wif so many negative emotions...?
in my own world..in my own corner...thinking deep into my mind...still no ans for my questions...
BE RIDICULOUS=)
Monday, July 2, 2007 ( 3:41 AM )
I'M in skool now=)
omg...my internet is down and i cant use internet at home...sian=(
one mre week to go for the guy to repair...WALAO~!!!....total 2 weeks of no INTERNET~!!!
sian lor..=( finally can blog in skool....haha=) heavy!!!
now i'm alone...so sad...to sixter!!!i'm so sorry tt i can go for the outing...I AM SO SORRY=(
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or listen to mine