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try taking a picture
maybe one day you will become a photographer
shuyi
april 10
vsc
you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
etc...
maybe one day you will become a photographer
the introudction
i have a name and my own story
shuyi
april 10
vsc
you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
etc...
try writing a letter to your friend
maybe one day you will become a writer
today 1st day of skool.....total lesson time...less than 2 hrs
haha=D but received one project le....wa~!!! 2000 word essay..nice one!!!
haha=D mayb just not yet used to the system ba....more freedom and more independent learning too...wa~!! hope can really haf a good start! ^^ haha=D
quite like my class....not so bad after all...quite active la...heeheex!!!
hmm....recently seriously broke...sianx...-_-'''
jiayou shuyi!!!=)
wa i finally bought my own notebook....haha=D so happy....haven really start using it...hmm...muz ''take care'' of it!!! haha=D
today din do many things and so..i very sian...haha=D there is a sound...an insect sound ard me but i dunno where izzit...stupid la...!!! haha=D
SO TIRED!!!! haha=D starting skool le...haha=D finally la~!!!
i sprayed a white rose today...wa my hand all got the paint la...sianx!
haha=D fun spraying la^^ ah~!!! i feel weird now...i wan to smile i wan to sad i wan to angry....aiyo so xin ku..wat i wan!!!!!??? grr....
today i realised sth...
when one is being praised, he/she will feel great the whole day...seriously,haf u been praised b4?or haf u praised anyone today?
haha=D today i feel great...just for tt small praise..heex^^thank u auntie!!!haha=D
i'm gg to design my own sketch book=) so happy...and i designed 2 more necklace!!! for myself..haha=D ok..get to work...
using my sister notebook...wa her everything is in jap la...haha=D nvm at least got com to use...haiz...bro at home cant use the dc..sianx!!!haha=D
tmr gg to tp wif mb to see the cca fair...hmm...i bought a new watch!!!so happy..haha=D
today evy siao one la..i took some flyers from the ppl in mrt station ma...wa then she laugh like wat ..haha...siao!!! today went out and haf fun la...
hmm...sometimes i walked from bus int to home...the feeling is great thoi get tired after tt long walk...why?
i enjoy walking alone in tt nice evening weather..really cooling and when u look up to the sky wif the ''intruding'' of the branches into the picture of ur sight, the feeling is so nice...hmm...yes so nice!!so relaxing...haha....shld i walk again tmr?
cut my nails..haha..short again..dun really get usedto it but i guess it looks cleaner la..haha=D ok la...shall blog till here...just wanna say...i'm waiting for sth who which i dun even now wat izzit...weird...haha...good night!
after readin gio's blog, i realised sth....
we go thru the same problem and issue in life....relationship problem...
izzit inevitable?or it just simply part and parcel of life?do we haf to go thru it b4 we can mature and grow eventually?
wateva she is facing now or feeling now...i once felt it too...i understand!!! but for now, i dun miss a thing in my relationship..coz i feel so wasted for wat i had been thru...is definitely a mistake i guess...a great mistake from the start!
different story....different ppl...a different me...
i will not say a regret but a waste...
i've gained an experience so i dun mind...but i wont miss a single thing..coz it's a nightmare!!! ppl read ur mind...every thing is best to keep to urself. sometimes it's better to keep than to share...=)
i just wan to do well in my projects, tts all=)
JUST ANOTHER DAY
haha=D finally get better le...ytd even went for jam and hop but only for a while....
love TDS...ppl there really hip la...haha=D great knowing the ppl there and will see them more often in TDS la!! hahaha.....
tue gg skool again for dunno wat tcc..hmm...
glad to hear tt gio is getting better too=) yea..haha^^ today is a very sunny day and haiz...supposed to go sentosa but sth happened la...sianx..and i cant go too..later i sick again..just recover so dun wish to sick again=/
haha=D ok la..think tts all ba...miss my tarot!!!
really hope i can feel better!!! go shuyi go!!! haha=D today suppose to haf camp but i'm gg tmr...sick ma..heex=P
really hope i can feel better and join the rest for JAM AND HOP!!!
i'm still feelin weak from my sickness.. =P still got camp tmr but i'm not gg...gg on 19 april instead..haiz..when u sick things get a little troublesome...so ppl take good care yea=)
feeling tired now so i'll just online for a while...hope i can get better soon^^ o this is for gio...u oso muz take good care kk!!!jiayou jiayou ajiyou...^^
sick sick sick sick sick...
came back from camp ...besides bringing back memories, i oso bring back illness =( really very miserable la...
having another camp on 18 april to 20 april which i most probably cant make it ba...gg to tp for orientation tmr and hand in my mc =( haiz...
hope i can get better by tmr...
i need some rest le so ta ta=/
wa sore throat like wat la....so pain!!! no voice le..haha=D
ytd really tired so din blog much..hmm...besides having sore throat,my muscles are aching la!! OMG~!!
hahaha but after all everything is so fun and has ended...now feelin so cold..the wind la i mean..haha^^
read my tag board...wa suddenly so many ppl tagged..not bad ah..ppl reading my blog..haha=D definitely not affected by some and glad abt the rest...
i seriously cant tok now...sis laugh at my voice..so sexy! haha...OMG~!!!
I'M BACK FROM CAMP!!! haha=D
i haf so much fun in camp la...whoosh!!!
i love u Ayton!!! go~ayton...go you go we go!!! we managed to pull ourselves from being the last empire to the 2nd!!! so happy=) haha=D if i'm gonna type out the things i've done in FOC..it will be super long...now very tired...so keep it short sweet nice..: TP FOC nice one ah!!! esp AYTON!!!!yea=) haha=D
made many new frens la...cool~!!! love jam and hop....love mass dance...love cheering...love "huntgry"...etc etc^^
had some problems recently,but i will not be affected la..haha=D tho feel abit haiz b4 the camp, BUT!!! i forget everything and i will move on la of cuz..hahaha=D tp is a great skool..yea!!!going to haf a TDS camp...wa so tiring...so many camps la~!! haha...hope it will be fun too=)
we are ayton..ah ah ah ah ah~!!! haha=D the sparstic cheer so cute!!!
IT'S CAMPING TIME=)
haha=D
hope it will be fun!!!
so tired=/
i'll miss my tarot cards la...haha=D make a reading today which is like totally true!!! OMG~!! haha=D it just understand me so well=)
i love my frens and family...they make my life wonderful man..whoosh^^
everyone smile=)
I HAF LOST HIM...but does tt mean I LOSE THE RIGHT TO BE SAD OVER THIS STUPID SEPARATION? I HAD ENUFF!!! for so long i try to get over wif it and i succeed ytd...so now haunting me back again?MAKING ME SAD AGAIN? THANKX ARH...U SUCCEED IN DOIN THAT...CONGRATES...!!!
haha=D today went j8 wif mb and evy to celebrate mb's bday=) haha ...watched meet the robinson...funny la...i like TINY!!!haha=D [my head are too big and i have small hands..think it said this...wat to do?] haha=D the cinema nobody la...nice one^^ tmr camping le=) hope it will be fun...
i realised sth...
blogging is fun and dangerous...i haf a fren who faced a prob wif blog. ppl tt dun like her tagged her blog scolding her...is like pls la...tts childish can? u dun like this person then dun read abt the blog la...haha=D i faced the same prob..but i haf no comments for tt...not becoz i'm guilty of it or wat..but i'm totally tired and i think there is no point posting back or would i say ''replying'' cuz it will just continue...no ending..so wat if i'm angry or sad abt wat she says...i'm out of the picture...tts is my memories and i cant control...it just existed!if i can just erase them,i will!!! i understand a girl hope to haf her own partner...and i haf let go..TOTALLY...wat more can i ask for but time...i need time to let go wat...STOP shuyi STOP...thank u=/
in the end i still replied..sianx...wateva...!!! shuyi get out of their lives man! u haf ur own...to trouble..yes jiayou shuyi stay strong!!!
ps: mind ur language...you are a gal..
LEAVE ME OUT OF UR LIVES CAN? i had enuff and STOP EVERYTHING!!!!thank u=)
I DUN LIKE HIM, DUN MISS HIM AND, DEFINITELY NOT LOVE HIM...I HAF LET HIM GO...HAPPY? HE IS YOURS...FOREVA YOURS...HAF FAITH IN HIM AND IN URSELF!!! NO ONE CAN TAKE HIM AWAY!!!! I'M DONE WIF IT...
haf u put urself in my shoe? i love him for one yr plus..and wat...tts all..gone!! no more!!..if u were me can u get over so fast?mayb u can...i haf nth to say..but we are different! i just manage to let go of him ytd..totally let go!!! i feel bad posting abt the pic issue..but after all tts my pix rite? pls put urself in MY shoe b4 saying all those vulgarities on me...u read my blog too..FINE!! then wat am i suppose to do? i haf my own feelings and u haf urs...so just leave me out of u 2 lives...i appreaciate tt from now!!! mayb is my fault at the first place for reading ur blog..tt is definitely a mistake at the first place...i'm not drawing attention or wat..if i wan to do tt..i'll post more...pls! forget it... from now on..i dun bother u and him....so pls dun bother me...thank u very much...
ya la ya la..post wateva u wan ...just go ahead...go!!!
feelin great..later gg out wif mb and evy^^ so happy!!!
happy bday MINGBEI=) haha=D
putting myself in other shoe really make me feel selfish as in when we are doin sth,you never noe who u will hurt or who will be affected by you....haiz...
but in times is hard to do so la...after all i'm a human ma=) haha=D
so may my projects in design vsc be a success and all well done...jiayou shuyi!!!^^
and may everyone be happy...truly happy=D
[P.S : gal you are doin fine..haha=D self encouragement OMG!!!]
haha=D feeling freed..finally!!! now i ca really face him and everything...so happy!!! things cleared up and back to norm.
learn to let go and be happy^^haha=D wonderful man....
so late le still blog...haha=D cant stand it..the date ad timing of my posts are WRONG!!!
all wrong...nvm la...more important is the content..haha=D
for all these days of sadness...feeling silly about it...but i guess this is part and parcel of a separartion ba as wat i've mentioned b4...after tt u'll feel totally NICE^^haha...
YEA!!! I LOVE ME=)
I'M HAPPY=)
i am so so so freaking pissed!!!
dun u noe the meaning of copyright!!! use my drawing to coax the gf...stupid!!!
for now..i will definitely let go and never to think back~!!!thanks arh...so HAPPY tt i lost you man...SHOO!!!
i noe i need to let go...and i will^^
haha=D suppose to be celebrating or wat..haha=D but this yr i din go out...hmm...
10 april mayb is only special for me...a special date..hmm...haha=D really happy^^
the older u get...the more u will hope ur bday to be special...but often it fails as we get busier=/
smile shuyi smile...
jiayou shuyi jiayou...
happy birthday to ME!!!hahaha=D
10th April 2007
today is my bday...dunno will it be a special one or will it be just as usual...
gonna stay at home...haiz...
17...so fast!!! am i still thinking of him...or not? i dun think so=)
just wish everyone will be happy and healthy!!!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!=)
这将会是最后一次的哭泣...
suddenly i realised sth....
wat i'm feeling down and feeling so disappointed this few days are simply part and parcel of a separation...yes it's a pity tt the relationship ended so fast but it is also a blessing to end it b4 it drags more and hurts me more...
it's over...
and i should not broad over it too much..ppl look forward but not backward...but we learn from our past...
i've gained an experience in the relationship...tts good=)
wat else could i ask for? the reality is ugly but we just haf to accept and live wif it...^^
whenever there is a problem,there will be a solution...peeps, just be positive..
at the most difficult moment of ur life, think before u do sth or u will live in regrets...we haf a different life tts why we learn to accomadate..rite?try...is wat we can do...
i've accepted wat i haf and i think it'll be silly to hate...it's sort of tiring u see...u chose tt route and all i can do is to let u go..and i have done it=)
blogging again=)
haha=D....recently feeling fine..not sad anymore...after the scream..heex!!!
i realised i deserve a better life than being sad...so buck up...steady...fight!haha=D
for now..i'll focus on my projects and ....still projects...of cuz on frens and family^^
singlehood rox!!!haha=P
gg for FOC soon...looking forward and hope everything go smoothly...get to noe more frens...more fun and definitely to noe myself more=D
jiayou jiayou shuyi!!!
that girl's strong appearance and humorous character simply strengthen the mindset of covering her sadness to the rest...
keeping to the world of herself...
withdrewing to her lonliness...
wat can she do...is just conceal the ugly side of her feelings...
=(
I'm forgotton...
by you by them by her by him...by myself...=(
you said...i noe
but u dun...
you said...i miss you
but u dun...
you said...sorry
but u repeated for so many times...
you said...so many things but yet we separated...so many sweet toks so many meaningless confessions...
u lied to me...
ya i miss many things coz they are so beautiful...and i feel sad whenever i rmb any of the times...
but u disappointed me when u said...lets be frens...
i accepted and respected ur decision..with no regrets...
this time,
i said....ya still frens...
but i dun mean it...
how can i?
forgotton...wif disappointment...
Just being grey...
谁懂我多么不舍得...
recently feel like fainting dunno y....hmm...
after the BIG CRY at home...i feel much better..mayb at the first place i shouldn't hide my feelings too much..by now i would haf forgotten ba...haiz...
nvm...i've gotton over...hope today's emo is the last and no more!!!
smile shuyi smile=)
this is the 3rd time i screamed at my house and cried so much...
the pain in my heart still exist and it grew when i heard a song....
i hate u...!!!
you wasted my time
you hurt me so much
for wat i can say....we cant be frens and i will not act generous...and i cant act as if nth has happened...so wat if i've lost to this relationship and be a loser...i just expressed how i feel...only alone..
i hate u...!!!
omg~!!! dunno is i dumb or wat...i think i'm slow la...
i close the room door...then i saw sth...i stared at it very long...then i realised it was a very big lizard!!!OMG~!!! and i stared so long to realised...kao...haha=D
so funny...today shop whole day wif nu ren..wan damn tired...my poor legs=/
sth funny happened dun wan say...later ganna whacked..heex!!!
ok la...quite looking forward to the camp...hope i get into a good group..and shall be crazy the 3 days^^
i'm the fool of that day...
fooled by the fate
fooled by the destiny
fooled by myself
it dies off...but came back again....hey!din i say i wan to focus on studies? grr....
i will not be the fool after ytd...haha=D
maybe one day you will become a writer
Monday, April 30, 2007 ( 5:31 AM )
today 1st day of skool.....total lesson time...less than 2 hrs
haha=D but received one project le....wa~!!! 2000 word essay..nice one!!!
haha=D mayb just not yet used to the system ba....more freedom and more independent learning too...wa~!! hope can really haf a good start! ^^ haha=D
quite like my class....not so bad after all...quite active la...heeheex!!!
hmm....recently seriously broke...sianx...-_-'''
jiayou shuyi!!!=)
Sunday, April 29, 2007 ( 2:00 AM )
wa i finally bought my own notebook....haha=D so happy....haven really start using it...hmm...muz ''take care'' of it!!! haha=D
today din do many things and so..i very sian...haha=D there is a sound...an insect sound ard me but i dunno where izzit...stupid la...!!! haha=D
Saturday, April 28, 2007 ( 5:41 AM )
SO TIRED!!!! haha=D starting skool le...haha=D finally la~!!!
i sprayed a white rose today...wa my hand all got the paint la...sianx!
haha=D fun spraying la^^ ah~!!! i feel weird now...i wan to smile i wan to sad i wan to angry....aiyo so xin ku..wat i wan!!!!!??? grr....
Friday, April 27, 2007 ( 10:08 PM )
today i realised sth...
when one is being praised, he/she will feel great the whole day...seriously,haf u been praised b4?or haf u praised anyone today?
haha=D today i feel great...just for tt small praise..heex^^thank u auntie!!!haha=D
i'm gg to design my own sketch book=) so happy...and i designed 2 more necklace!!! for myself..haha=D ok..get to work...
Thursday, April 26, 2007 ( 12:23 PM )
using my sister notebook...wa her everything is in jap la...haha=D nvm at least got com to use...haiz...bro at home cant use the dc..sianx!!!haha=D
tmr gg to tp wif mb to see the cca fair...hmm...i bought a new watch!!!so happy..haha=D
today evy siao one la..i took some flyers from the ppl in mrt station ma...wa then she laugh like wat ..haha...siao!!! today went out and haf fun la...
hmm...sometimes i walked from bus int to home...the feeling is great thoi get tired after tt long walk...why?
i enjoy walking alone in tt nice evening weather..really cooling and when u look up to the sky wif the ''intruding'' of the branches into the picture of ur sight, the feeling is so nice...hmm...yes so nice!!so relaxing...haha....shld i walk again tmr?
cut my nails..haha..short again..dun really get usedto it but i guess it looks cleaner la..haha=D ok la...shall blog till here...just wanna say...i'm waiting for sth who which i dun even now wat izzit...weird...haha...good night!
( 10:54 AM )
Bored....'''
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ( 10:28 PM )
after readin gio's blog, i realised sth....
we go thru the same problem and issue in life....relationship problem...
izzit inevitable?or it just simply part and parcel of life?do we haf to go thru it b4 we can mature and grow eventually?
wateva she is facing now or feeling now...i once felt it too...i understand!!! but for now, i dun miss a thing in my relationship..coz i feel so wasted for wat i had been thru...is definitely a mistake i guess...a great mistake from the start!
different story....different ppl...a different me...
i will not say a regret but a waste...
i've gained an experience so i dun mind...but i wont miss a single thing..coz it's a nightmare!!! ppl read ur mind...every thing is best to keep to urself. sometimes it's better to keep than to share...=)
i just wan to do well in my projects, tts all=)
( 6:38 PM )
JUST ANOTHER DAY
Monday, April 23, 2007 ( 5:48 AM )
gg for a tok tmr in tds..dunno when will it end...haha=D finally can go skool le la...hmm then i guess hols again ..haha=D
really lookin forward to skooling..and i wonder will it be fun!!!
btw haiz cant stop coughing..sian...=/
nth to blog la..nth much to tok abt...just normal life=)
Friday, April 20, 2007 ( 10:32 PM )
haha=D finally get better le...ytd even went for jam and hop but only for a while....
love TDS...ppl there really hip la...haha=D great knowing the ppl there and will see them more often in TDS la!! hahaha.....
tue gg skool again for dunno wat tcc..hmm...
glad to hear tt gio is getting better too=) yea..haha^^ today is a very sunny day and haiz...supposed to go sentosa but sth happened la...sianx..and i cant go too..later i sick again..just recover so dun wish to sick again=/
haha=D ok la..think tts all ba...miss my tarot!!!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ( 4:03 AM )
really hope i can feel better!!! go shuyi go!!! haha=D today suppose to haf camp but i'm gg tmr...sick ma..heex=P
really hope i can feel better and join the rest for JAM AND HOP!!!
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ( 6:13 AM )
i'm still feelin weak from my sickness.. =P still got camp tmr but i'm not gg...gg on 19 april instead..haiz..when u sick things get a little troublesome...so ppl take good care yea=)
feeling tired now so i'll just online for a while...hope i can get better soon^^ o this is for gio...u oso muz take good care kk!!!jiayou jiayou ajiyou...^^
Monday, April 16, 2007 ( 4:05 AM )
sick sick sick sick sick...
came back from camp ...besides bringing back memories, i oso bring back illness =( really very miserable la...
having another camp on 18 april to 20 april which i most probably cant make it ba...gg to tp for orientation tmr and hand in my mc =( haiz...
hope i can get better by tmr...
i need some rest le so ta ta=/
Sunday, April 15, 2007 ( 1:49 AM )
wa sore throat like wat la....so pain!!! no voice le..haha=D
ytd really tired so din blog much..hmm...besides having sore throat,my muscles are aching la!! OMG~!!
hahaha but after all everything is so fun and has ended...now feelin so cold..the wind la i mean..haha^^
read my tag board...wa suddenly so many ppl tagged..not bad ah..ppl reading my blog..haha=D definitely not affected by some and glad abt the rest...
i seriously cant tok now...sis laugh at my voice..so sexy! haha...OMG~!!!
Saturday, April 14, 2007 ( 11:03 AM )
I'M BACK FROM CAMP!!! haha=D
i haf so much fun in camp la...whoosh!!!
i love u Ayton!!! go~ayton...go you go we go!!! we managed to pull ourselves from being the last empire to the 2nd!!! so happy=) haha=D if i'm gonna type out the things i've done in FOC..it will be super long...now very tired...so keep it short sweet nice..: TP FOC nice one ah!!! esp AYTON!!!!yea=) haha=D
made many new frens la...cool~!!! love jam and hop....love mass dance...love cheering...love "huntgry"...etc etc^^
had some problems recently,but i will not be affected la..haha=D tho feel abit haiz b4 the camp, BUT!!! i forget everything and i will move on la of cuz..hahaha=D tp is a great skool..yea!!!going to haf a TDS camp...wa so tiring...so many camps la~!! haha...hope it will be fun too=)
we are ayton..ah ah ah ah ah~!!! haha=D the sparstic cheer so cute!!!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 ( 6:51 PM )
IT'S CAMPING TIME=)
haha=D
hope it will be fun!!!
so tired=/
i'll miss my tarot cards la...haha=D make a reading today which is like totally true!!! OMG~!! haha=D it just understand me so well=)
i love my frens and family...they make my life wonderful man..whoosh^^
everyone smile=)
( 9:20 AM )
I HAF LOST HIM...but does tt mean I LOSE THE RIGHT TO BE SAD OVER THIS STUPID SEPARATION? I HAD ENUFF!!! for so long i try to get over wif it and i succeed ytd...so now haunting me back again?MAKING ME SAD AGAIN? THANKX ARH...U SUCCEED IN DOIN THAT...CONGRATES...!!!
( 8:41 AM )
haha=D today went j8 wif mb and evy to celebrate mb's bday=) haha ...watched meet the robinson...funny la...i like TINY!!!haha=D [my head are too big and i have small hands..think it said this...wat to do?] haha=D the cinema nobody la...nice one^^ tmr camping le=) hope it will be fun...
i realised sth...
blogging is fun and dangerous...i haf a fren who faced a prob wif blog. ppl tt dun like her tagged her blog scolding her...is like pls la...tts childish can? u dun like this person then dun read abt the blog la...haha=D i faced the same prob..but i haf no comments for tt...not becoz i'm guilty of it or wat..but i'm totally tired and i think there is no point posting back or would i say ''replying'' cuz it will just continue...no ending..so wat if i'm angry or sad abt wat she says...i'm out of the picture...tts is my memories and i cant control...it just existed!if i can just erase them,i will!!! i understand a girl hope to haf her own partner...and i haf let go..TOTALLY...wat more can i ask for but time...i need time to let go wat...STOP shuyi STOP...thank u=/
in the end i still replied..sianx...wateva...!!! shuyi get out of their lives man! u haf ur own...to trouble..yes jiayou shuyi stay strong!!!
ps: mind ur language...you are a gal..
LEAVE ME OUT OF UR LIVES CAN? i had enuff and STOP EVERYTHING!!!!thank u=)
I DUN LIKE HIM, DUN MISS HIM AND, DEFINITELY NOT LOVE HIM...I HAF LET HIM GO...HAPPY? HE IS YOURS...FOREVA YOURS...HAF FAITH IN HIM AND IN URSELF!!! NO ONE CAN TAKE HIM AWAY!!!! I'M DONE WIF IT...
haf u put urself in my shoe? i love him for one yr plus..and wat...tts all..gone!! no more!!..if u were me can u get over so fast?mayb u can...i haf nth to say..but we are different! i just manage to let go of him ytd..totally let go!!! i feel bad posting abt the pic issue..but after all tts my pix rite? pls put urself in MY shoe b4 saying all those vulgarities on me...u read my blog too..FINE!! then wat am i suppose to do? i haf my own feelings and u haf urs...so just leave me out of u 2 lives...i appreaciate tt from now!!! mayb is my fault at the first place for reading ur blog..tt is definitely a mistake at the first place...i'm not drawing attention or wat..if i wan to do tt..i'll post more...pls! forget it... from now on..i dun bother u and him....so pls dun bother me...thank u very much...
ya la ya la..post wateva u wan ...just go ahead...go!!!
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 ( 8:39 PM )
feelin great..later gg out wif mb and evy^^ so happy!!!
happy bday MINGBEI=) haha=D
putting myself in other shoe really make me feel selfish as in when we are doin sth,you never noe who u will hurt or who will be affected by you....haiz...
but in times is hard to do so la...after all i'm a human ma=) haha=D
so may my projects in design vsc be a success and all well done...jiayou shuyi!!!^^
and may everyone be happy...truly happy=D
[P.S : gal you are doin fine..haha=D self encouragement OMG!!!]
( 10:39 AM )
haha=D feeling freed..finally!!! now i ca really face him and everything...so happy!!! things cleared up and back to norm.
learn to let go and be happy^^haha=D wonderful man....
so late le still blog...haha=D cant stand it..the date ad timing of my posts are WRONG!!!
all wrong...nvm la...more important is the content..haha=D
for all these days of sadness...feeling silly about it...but i guess this is part and parcel of a separartion ba as wat i've mentioned b4...after tt u'll feel totally NICE^^haha...
YEA!!! I LOVE ME=)
( 5:13 AM )
I'M HAPPY=)
( 12:47 AM )
i am so so so freaking pissed!!!
dun u noe the meaning of copyright!!! use my drawing to coax the gf...stupid!!!
for now..i will definitely let go and never to think back~!!!thanks arh...so HAPPY tt i lost you man...SHOO!!!
Monday, April 9, 2007 ( 11:54 PM )
i noe i need to let go...and i will^^
( 10:06 PM )
haha=D suppose to be celebrating or wat..haha=D but this yr i din go out...hmm...
10 april mayb is only special for me...a special date..hmm...haha=D really happy^^
the older u get...the more u will hope ur bday to be special...but often it fails as we get busier=/
smile shuyi smile...
jiayou shuyi jiayou...
happy birthday to ME!!!hahaha=D
( 9:18 AM )
10th April 2007
today is my bday...dunno will it be a special one or will it be just as usual...
gonna stay at home...haiz...
17...so fast!!! am i still thinking of him...or not? i dun think so=)
just wish everyone will be happy and healthy!!!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!=)
Sunday, April 8, 2007 ( 10:55 PM )
这将会是最后一次的哭泣...
( 10:39 PM )
suddenly i realised sth....
wat i'm feeling down and feeling so disappointed this few days are simply part and parcel of a separation...yes it's a pity tt the relationship ended so fast but it is also a blessing to end it b4 it drags more and hurts me more...
it's over...
and i should not broad over it too much..ppl look forward but not backward...but we learn from our past...
i've gained an experience in the relationship...tts good=)
wat else could i ask for? the reality is ugly but we just haf to accept and live wif it...^^
whenever there is a problem,there will be a solution...peeps, just be positive..
at the most difficult moment of ur life, think before u do sth or u will live in regrets...we haf a different life tts why we learn to accomadate..rite?try...is wat we can do...
i've accepted wat i haf and i think it'll be silly to hate...it's sort of tiring u see...u chose tt route and all i can do is to let u go..and i have done it=)
( 8:46 AM )
blogging again=)
haha=D....recently feeling fine..not sad anymore...after the scream..heex!!!
i realised i deserve a better life than being sad...so buck up...steady...fight!haha=D
for now..i'll focus on my projects and ....still projects...of cuz on frens and family^^
singlehood rox!!!haha=P
gg for FOC soon...looking forward and hope everything go smoothly...get to noe more frens...more fun and definitely to noe myself more=D
jiayou jiayou shuyi!!!
Saturday, April 7, 2007 ( 9:05 AM )
that girl's strong appearance and humorous character simply strengthen the mindset of covering her sadness to the rest...
keeping to the world of herself...
withdrewing to her lonliness...
wat can she do...is just conceal the ugly side of her feelings...
=(
Friday, April 6, 2007 ( 1:27 AM )
I'm forgotton...
by you by them by her by him...by myself...=(
( 1:05 AM )
you said...i noe
but u dun...
you said...i miss you
but u dun...
you said...sorry
but u repeated for so many times...
you said...so many things but yet we separated...so many sweet toks so many meaningless confessions...
u lied to me...
ya i miss many things coz they are so beautiful...and i feel sad whenever i rmb any of the times...
but u disappointed me when u said...lets be frens...
i accepted and respected ur decision..with no regrets...
this time,
i said....ya still frens...
but i dun mean it...
how can i?
forgotton...wif disappointment...
Thursday, April 5, 2007 ( 1:23 AM )
Just being grey...
wat if the colour of the world changes?
*lime green guy
*purple trees
*golden flower
*red girl
*colourless butterfly
*black rainbow
will we still love this earth? things change..even the nature of human...born to be kind but lead astray asap...why? cant we remain the same...
feelings change too..cruel and cold blooded...every help given by ppl seems so '' of cuz'' when we meet problems...no one owe us a living...hmm...yes no one!!!
feel every bit of life in you...and u will learn to appreciate and love=)
Wednesday, April 4, 2007 ( 11:11 PM )
谁懂我多么不舍得...
( 8:34 AM )
recently feel like fainting dunno y....hmm...
after the BIG CRY at home...i feel much better..mayb at the first place i shouldn't hide my feelings too much..by now i would haf forgotten ba...haiz...
nvm...i've gotton over...hope today's emo is the last and no more!!!
smile shuyi smile=)
( 12:46 AM )
this is the 3rd time i screamed at my house and cried so much...
the pain in my heart still exist and it grew when i heard a song....
i hate u...!!!
you wasted my time
you hurt me so much
for wat i can say....we cant be frens and i will not act generous...and i cant act as if nth has happened...so wat if i've lost to this relationship and be a loser...i just expressed how i feel...only alone..
i hate u...!!!
Tuesday, April 3, 2007 ( 8:21 AM )
omg~!!! dunno is i dumb or wat...i think i'm slow la...
i close the room door...then i saw sth...i stared at it very long...then i realised it was a very big lizard!!!OMG~!!! and i stared so long to realised...kao...haha=D
so funny...today shop whole day wif nu ren..wan damn tired...my poor legs=/
sth funny happened dun wan say...later ganna whacked..heex!!!
ok la...quite looking forward to the camp...hope i get into a good group..and shall be crazy the 3 days^^
Monday, April 2, 2007 ( 12:46 AM )
i'm the fool of that day...
fooled by the fate
fooled by the destiny
fooled by myself
it dies off...but came back again....hey!din i say i wan to focus on studies? grr....
i will not be the fool after ytd...haha=D
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