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try taking a picture
maybe one day you will become a photographer
shuyi
april 10
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you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
etc...
maybe one day you will become a photographer
the introudction
i have a name and my own story
shuyi
april 10
vsc
you can always give me ice cream
or sunflower,maybe balloons
i have a dog and i name it charco
tk band
etc...
try writing a letter to your friend
maybe one day you will become a writer
today is APRIL FOOL~!!!...haha=D my month is here...hmm...
going to skool soon so gonna be busy ....haiz...hope tt i can manage my time and still can go shopping wif sixters yeh^^
heex=)
to all ppl.....happy april fool and be stupid and gullible for the day=)
sometimes it still hurts...sour=X
my life is like candy...sweet,sour,bitter,etc...
it is colourful as well=)haha...recently i made a decision...i shall let go of everything and focus on my studies and family and friends...they are my everything right now...
sometimes i really wonder...how can things change within split seconds? changes is good but memories are beautiful....hmm...
may ur life like mine...colourful candy life=)
very strange...whenever i'm down...i feel so lost and lonely..however,there will always be a little voice in me..it will console me and help to keep away the sadness i possessed...my-self...
i dunno why..but it just did...
mayb because i'm alone now, i cant afford to be sad or feel down...after all...i haf to love myself more rite?=) when you are alone...u cannot shed any tears..you cannot show ur weakness...all you can do is put up tt strong front and no matter wat...you cant take it down...
i love papa mama and all my siblings...thank you=')
never shed a tear even if i'm sad coz i'm alone now.....Independent!!!
i went vivoing wif alverina...b4 tt i went to meet ruhui at JURONG EAST!!!to take my medical report..haha=D
ytd was a busy day la...i was shocked just now as i realised,i slept till 1 liddat..gg to one o'clock la...omg~!!!heex=) pig le...
somehow i need to move on to a new phase of life and a decision need to be made...and there will be movement gg on...so izzit mean tt no matter wat,i'll initiate a move or make a decision?ppl may not understand wat i write..haha=D nvm...coz ....nth^^
when will it happen? tts my qtn...=/ haiz...
time ticked away so fast!!!
it just went away.....and never return=/ haha=D
recently i realized sth...i'm not perfect but tts ok=) i used to ask for perfection...however, i noticed...sometimes imperfect can be beautiful as well...definitely...we haf to do our very best...
i'm satisfied wif wat i haf and who i am...thus its ok to be imperfect sometimes^^
are u a perfectionist?
we ask for improvement..but we can never be perfect...i guess =)
so why not just be blessed and happy for wat u haf and not ask for too much...be contented^^
honestly speaking, who will be perfect rite?haha=D
It Explains All...The End
hmm....mayb having chalet again...really hope can la...haiz...=/ going miss so many ppl.
when skool start...everything is gg to be busy up!!
haiz...so tired=/hahaha=D bought sth i wan..so happy..but like sort of keep spending money la...heart pain..so muz save and earn more now!!!hahaha=D jiayou shuyi^^
later gg to mop the floor...actually my dream when i'm young,was to be a housewife!!!omg rite?
hahaha=D wats urs?
i wanna be a housewif...then a doctor...then now? i dunno...a designer?heex..entreprenuer ba...dunno how to spell=P
ok time to stop=)
why do we haf to complain?
i read my sister blog and i realised sth...seriously,why do we haf to complain so much when we noe we should be treasuring....
one sentence said,"when mother nags,izzit really tt irritating? at least she is healthy living beside me...
yes...why dun we look at things at a different angle? many things we took for granted and often neglect their presence...and only when we lose them,we start to regret...is this wat we hope to suffer?living in regrets?
there is just something that i hope all of us will understanding...everything comes wif a purpose,whether izzit important or minor, we haf no rights to say it is useless...u never noe!!!
always treasure and not complain too much...
dun live in a ppl-owe-me-a-living kind of attitude..coz in the end,you will suffer the most=)
be appreaciative and grateful...be understanding and considerate...try...
dun complain too much as no one owe u a living...understand?
[#1] beauty is in the eye of the beholder...see the world wif colours. however, dun think tt everything is so perfect and beautiful just becoz u miss the ugly side of life. balance ur mind before concluding whether your life is beautiful or not...or would i say when urs is wonderful, it doesn't mean others are the same...
[#2] listen up! we live in the world of sounds. different things have its own ''voice''...silent is also a form of music...so when it's time to keep quiet and listen to the slience, enjoy wat it presents to you...shh...u just missed the exciting part=)
[#3] flowers bloomed and their scents filled the whole garden...hmm...wat a luxury to smell the fresh air wif the bonus of flower scents...even the bees and the butterflies are attracted to the wonderful scents produced by the flowers...a great success for the gardener i guess^^enjoy it before winter wipe them all up...
[#4] you cant taste the air, neither can u taste the wind=/ but u definitely can taste the food in ur mouth=) chocolate is the best!!! some say they are too sweet while some love theirs sweetness...one of the most important gift during valentine's...so dun they deserve a good rest at ur tongue?sound a bit...erm....heex...but the message behind is to enjoy the chocolate and feel its sweetness as it melts=)
[#5] i'll hug you to warm u up a bit...i'll hold ur hand to make u trust me...i'll not be able to feel ur heartbeat if you are too far away..so lets get closer to understand each other. i love you is the words...but wif the additional action,you gain extra points=) touch the most inner part of the heart and move her to tears...i'll always wait for you to say ''yes'' and forever protect you from any dangers,take care of you in any situation...
[#6] 6th sense...girls' unique power...feel the future and understand the the situation...i just love to haf it=)
haf u ever wonder wat is ur purpose of living?
or izzit u haf no choice but to leave ur footprints on this earth?
when our feet touched this earth,our journey began...
in life i think no one would pray for themselves to live unhappily or unhealthily...
however, there's a saying in chinese...being the same living things,human,we faces different fates and life...
so some ppl live in glory, while some live in otherwise...
that is why i say life is never fair...if it is going to be fair,there wont be a difference in ppl's life=)everyone will be the same..so izzit better to be unfair? i dunno=/
in our lifespan,there are many more love surrounding us besides couple love...
i haf many kinds of love and lose some...
wat i lose is couple lover kind of love..BUT tts ok!!!coz i noe there are still friendship and kinship for me to treasure^^is sympathy a kind of love too?hmm...
hence,dun let ur journey in life be a waste...live fully and enjoy everything=)
dunno to feel down or wat...haiz.....sometimes fate is cruel....hmm....u'll never noe wat is gg to happen tmr or the future...treasure everyone ard u...
tmr going vivoing^^again..hahaha=D sianx cant sign in to msn..haiz...cant chat!!!
nvm la...dun go one day=)
i suddenly feel a sense of love..heex!!!I LOVE ME!!!heex...so lame...
but then really,muz love yourslf more kk^^hahaha=D design finish some tee...hope to complete on monday=)hmm....
wa really sian leh...msn cant sign in..grr.....!!!!!
wait...yeah~!!! can sign in le...heex=D
sometimes have u ever wonder....being wif someone u love is really a blessing...seriously,dun u wan to be with someone u love?
so do treasure ur partner if u haf...=)
2 ppl coming tgt i would say is fate...and i believe this fate is very precious...fate brings ppl tgt,then wat about maintaining the love ?
to maintain a relationship is difficult but when 2 ppl haf the faith in each other and deeply in love..i think this is not a problem...the hardest part is how to maintain the feeling for each other?feelings fade and new love grow...destiny come to play its part^^
when 2 ppl haf the fate and the destiny,nothing can stop the love flowing=)haha...
next,carrying a torch for someone is miserable i would say..=/
due to the fact tt one does not haf the courage to confess,a relationship has no chance to start...often we would predict the results...like being rejected or so.thus,who dare to confess!!!??heex^^
there are many kinds of love in this world...and everyone of us belongs to one...at least=)
so,just treasure wat and who u haf...either be loved or to love...
happy day^^
i'm so bored=/
haiz...msn no one to chat...no one msg....no one at home...no one to tok to..sianx ah~!!!
even charco is sleeping=( haiz....
the world is never fair,never perfect...do u agree?
izzit a blessing to be a human instead of animal?i dunno...good and bad in both ways ba...
firstly we get the power to so-call rule the world...overpowering the others.
however,we posses many feelings tt make us,human, miserable...
hmm....think about it..izzit a blessing or wat=/
ytd i was dunno y wif no reason sad....hahaha=D
today when kboxing...so fun and picked saga seeds....hmm...din manage to pick a lot la...the place is eerie~!!!heex!!it rain so haf to run....
sing some songs and vent out my unhappiness...esp the ah mei's song..heex!!!
sort of miss mahjong...=X
chalet planning was a mess...so mayb cancelling ba~!!haiz...
haf bbq instead?not confirm ba....so hungry now=/ shall blog tonite^^
=(
it's just not me....
i really dunno wat happen...feelin down recently...not becoz of him this time....
serious i dunno...
why izzit so difficult to be either good or bad person?
for no reason i feel so .....pressurized?
consoling or reprimanding become the same...and by doin so...i get disgusting impression...
so wat am i suppose to do?
saying sorry? IT'S JUST NOT ME~!!! i'm feeling weird...why why why why why why why?????ANSWER ME!!! tell me wat's wrong...pls dun say dunno...nth nvm...it'll only make me feel worse...if u really feel tt it is ok..then why bring it up....why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
by writing so i hurt ppl again for sure...see i really dunno who am i now...locked...go away..
in conclusion,the more i speak the more i get blame of hurtng ppl or being kpo...
i shall just shut up and no more good or bad but NOTHING~!!!
sometimes haf u ever wonder...wateva u said may hurt someone?
some words may seem nth to you..but u never noe!!! it has an effect on others..so definitely haf to be careful of wat u say...
words can really mark a bad impression of u on others u noe^^
recently very busy so din get to blog..haha=D hmm...i've learnt sth la these few days..one is the one mention above...
the other one is tt everyone has a limitation..and when u trigger off tt ji sian i would say...the person will get angry...really!!!!haha=D so think twice before u do anything...someone can joke wif doesn't mean he/she has higher limitation...it will one show tt this person hope to prevent any unpleasant things to happen...so dun go over...dun play overboard too=)
in conclusion...always mind wat u say and wat u do...
dun regret after u realised u've spoken sth wrong and anger ppl...^^nice day!!!
omg ah...got a bad headache!!! slept for 14 hrs..my record lor..haha=D
yea tmr got bbq..muz eat and take many pucture..at yar's hse^^
hmm...so tired still...charm la..going to be pig~!!!hahahaha=D sth bothering me...parents' health..haiz...
o ya..i have a dream today..heex!!!quite nice...but i wont say=)anyway hope it'll come true..if dun oso nvm la=Pwth i'm toking?nvm....
very lazy to blog le...hahaha^^
o ya...taunt on last friday...wa damn tired la...but fun.
ganna chase out of the skool at about 1am..then no choice..haf to walk to book a hotel...NO ROOMS!!!too ex oso..so decided to walk to pp's mac(24 hrs)...in the end taunt there...
play many nonsense games..hahaha=D throughout the whole night la~!!!dunno how we survive...heex! fun after all...but tiring..
then at ard 6, we went to see sunrise..din really see the sun but the sky turn brighter la~...hahaha=Dquite beautiful...
SERIOUSLY...IS SO TIRING!!!!!
sleep alot then..tts y now headache=P
today is my last day of work...helpin my father...
i heard a song today...sort of bring back some memories...
imagine me without you...is a sad song i would sad...
let me rmb someone whom i dun wish i had be reminded...sometimes i really wonder...one hurt me so deep yet i cant forget TOTALLY!!!why?
not sad just wondering....tat song is nice...however doesn't really reflect my relaionship..coz is imagine me without u..but i need not imagine i guess..it had happened..=/
haha=D however i've learnt during this fall and have stand up long ago..so i will just think and not broad abt it....after all it will just be a memory of mine,following me wherever i go...
heard another song...this song u heard in my blog..spirited away(one of the songs).i find it very nice and let me fall deep into my thinking sometimes...really very nice!!haha=Di'm a person who thinks alot..i like to imagine but i definitly noe when to stop and face the reality^^in life...doesn't we need some sort of imagination to brighten up?seriously..try imagine...hmm...really miss many things but definitely enjoying every moment now=)
may my life be as interesting as i can imagine...haha...
hmm....back from work..
think the green chalet is still on..haha=D so happy!!!
confidence=beauty
however,
overconfidence=proud
so be humble and confident at the same time^^haha=D
listen to the song irreplaceable...is nice^^hahaha...hmm...my friendster song le=)
my brother says music muz haf base then nice..okok..i'll put the base louder..heeheex!!!
ytd got some weird dreams..hmm...dun wan say wat dream...but i feel weird after waking up..haiz..izzit a beautiful dream or a nightmare for me? now i sort of forget some parts le...by tmr,i guess i'll forget all...haha=D
sometimes when i wish my dream can come true...but sometimes i just hope it can just be a beautiful dream i had before...just remained as it is...not becoz it is a nightmare but...dunno leh..hmm...feeling confused and weird=/
today going to be busy..away from home=)
helping at my father's stall today..gg out soon...hahaha=D at least i'm not BORED!!!wahahax^^
hmm...today nth much..quite a boring day=/
tmr gg to be busy coz helpin my father stall...hmm..mama sick la~!!!hope she can be ok soon...healthy healthy!!!=)
gg to tp..found 2 frens gg to the same course as me^^PRIMARY SKOOL frens somemore...jasmine and ding jie..
wonder how they look like...heex!!!really very bored la today..haiz..sianx!!!tho got ppl msg but then...i a bit lazy to reply..
o ya today whole day blogging...change skin and add music...very happy that i manage to put in music for my blog and SIXters blog and my friendster....thank u dola^^heeheex!!!
WA~!!!so sianx ah...but i dunno why,i feel glad inside me..heex^^weird rite?haiya nvm la~!!i'll be busy very soon when skool starts=)
hmm...sth in my mind...
wat does scandalous mean?
and wat's the difference btw scandal and scandalous?
wat do we call the ppl involving in a scandal?
hahaha=D just suddenly curious^^
i'm so bored la at home...tho i'm doin tee..but not everyday doin ma...so feel sian=(
gg out...will always end up cancel or postpone...haiz...SOMEONE PLS ENTERTAIN ME!!!!heehee...
miss my SIXters...=(
ytd went vivoing^^so happy...with SIXters(without siti...sad leh)
take pictures and watch movie[just follow law]...so fun!!!BEST PART!!!celebrated zhen's belated bday=)tho is belated,it is equally meaningful^^bought a chocolate cake secretly and gave her a surprise=)hahaha=Di gave her a tee..hope she will like it...
very funny...we try to light up the candle for zhen but the wind is like so strong!!let me think of the lantern festival when we celebrated yar's bday^^hahaha=D
o ya...we cant finish the cake lor...then me yar and zhen try to gulp down...[mb stop eating coz she fall sick easily after eating sweet stuff..and nisha cant eat..not halal^^]
we bought coffeebean drinks and i saw one bag i like..mayb buying for poly^^hahaha^^
everything went so sweet...the food,drinks and the day=)heex!!!
LOVE SIXters always=)
SIXters are the best!!!!
Get into the course in wan in the skool i wish^^
temasek poly vsc^^so happy!!!design here i come...wahahax=D
do u believe in love at first sight?
i do...but haven met one^^haf u?
during these days,really wonder...wat brings ppl tgt?izzit fate?
in many ppl mindset,love is sth flowing in our blood...yes it is!
however,human is the only animal i would say...who is able to hide their true feelings the best..yes indeed as compared to others.
for eg,
when dogs are feeling happy,they wag their tails.
when animals love each other,they approach and fight for their partners...
BUT!!!human dun show trufully...
when they are sad,they can hide so well tt no one noes tt this person is suffering from depression...
when a human is in love,he/she can act as if nothing is going on...
tts the problem wif human beings!!!we haf to show our true feelings...
although it is the best to show our true feelings,we human who posses the secondary feelings, noe tt we haf to consider the eyes of others.this is why we hide our thinking...
seriously,would u dare to tell the person tt u like him/her when u start considering whether will he/she reject u?seldom ppl is able to pluck up tt courage to do so...i can say i wont haf tt courage for sure!!!think most of the ppl would be standin at my side too..right?
but then still,is better to show than to hide too much..^^hahaha=D
tmr posting results!!!good luck to all and may everyone get into the skool and the course they wan=)
this is the new me!!!
i wan to haf a new start...so,i refresh this blog..haha^^
hope to record happy events only and be free from troubles..i hope=)
maybe one day you will become a writer
Saturday, March 31, 2007 ( 10:48 PM )
today is APRIL FOOL~!!!...haha=D my month is here...hmm...
going to skool soon so gonna be busy ....haiz...hope tt i can manage my time and still can go shopping wif sixters yeh^^
heex=)
to all ppl.....happy april fool and be stupid and gullible for the day=)
Friday, March 30, 2007 ( 10:30 PM )
sometimes it still hurts...sour=X
candy life
( 10:08 PM )
my life is like candy...sweet,sour,bitter,etc...
it is colourful as well=)haha...recently i made a decision...i shall let go of everything and focus on my studies and family and friends...they are my everything right now...
sometimes i really wonder...how can things change within split seconds? changes is good but memories are beautiful....hmm...
may ur life like mine...colourful candy life=)
=( =/ =)
Thursday, March 29, 2007 ( 2:17 AM )
very strange...whenever i'm down...i feel so lost and lonely..however,there will always be a little voice in me..it will console me and help to keep away the sadness i possessed...my-self...
i dunno why..but it just did...
mayb because i'm alone now, i cant afford to be sad or feel down...after all...i haf to love myself more rite?=) when you are alone...u cannot shed any tears..you cannot show ur weakness...all you can do is put up tt strong front and no matter wat...you cant take it down...
i love papa mama and all my siblings...thank you=')
never shed a tear even if i'm sad coz i'm alone now.....Independent!!!
ytd
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 ( 10:01 PM )
i went vivoing wif alverina...b4 tt i went to meet ruhui at JURONG EAST!!!to take my medical report..haha=D
ytd was a busy day la...i was shocked just now as i realised,i slept till 1 liddat..gg to one o'clock la...omg~!!!heex=) pig le...
somehow i need to move on to a new phase of life and a decision need to be made...and there will be movement gg on...so izzit mean tt no matter wat,i'll initiate a move or make a decision?ppl may not understand wat i write..haha=D nvm...coz ....nth^^
when will it happen? tts my qtn...=/ haiz...
perfection
Monday, March 26, 2007 ( 5:23 AM )
time ticked away so fast!!!
it just went away.....and never return=/ haha=D
recently i realized sth...i'm not perfect but tts ok=) i used to ask for perfection...however, i noticed...sometimes imperfect can be beautiful as well...definitely...we haf to do our very best...
i'm satisfied wif wat i haf and who i am...thus its ok to be imperfect sometimes^^
are u a perfectionist?
we ask for improvement..but we can never be perfect...i guess =)
so why not just be blessed and happy for wat u haf and not ask for too much...be contented^^
honestly speaking, who will be perfect rite?haha=D
the end
Saturday, March 24, 2007 ( 8:03 AM )
It Explains All...The End
the day
Friday, March 23, 2007 ( 11:54 PM )
hmm....mayb having chalet again...really hope can la...haiz...=/ going miss so many ppl.
when skool start...everything is gg to be busy up!!
haiz...so tired=/hahaha=D bought sth i wan..so happy..but like sort of keep spending money la...heart pain..so muz save and earn more now!!!hahaha=D jiayou shuyi^^
later gg to mop the floor...actually my dream when i'm young,was to be a housewife!!!omg rite?
hahaha=D wats urs?
i wanna be a housewif...then a doctor...then now? i dunno...a designer?heex..entreprenuer ba...dunno how to spell=P
ok time to stop=)
complaints
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 ( 12:37 AM )
why do we haf to complain?
i read my sister blog and i realised sth...seriously,why do we haf to complain so much when we noe we should be treasuring....
one sentence said,"when mother nags,izzit really tt irritating? at least she is healthy living beside me...
yes...why dun we look at things at a different angle? many things we took for granted and often neglect their presence...and only when we lose them,we start to regret...is this wat we hope to suffer?living in regrets?
there is just something that i hope all of us will understanding...everything comes wif a purpose,whether izzit important or minor, we haf no rights to say it is useless...u never noe!!!
always treasure and not complain too much...
dun live in a ppl-owe-me-a-living kind of attitude..coz in the end,you will suffer the most=)
be appreaciative and grateful...be understanding and considerate...try...
dun complain too much as no one owe u a living...understand?
5 senses and the 6th
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 ( 7:08 AM )
[#1] beauty is in the eye of the beholder...see the world wif colours. however, dun think tt everything is so perfect and beautiful just becoz u miss the ugly side of life. balance ur mind before concluding whether your life is beautiful or not...or would i say when urs is wonderful, it doesn't mean others are the same...
[#2] listen up! we live in the world of sounds. different things have its own ''voice''...silent is also a form of music...so when it's time to keep quiet and listen to the slience, enjoy wat it presents to you...shh...u just missed the exciting part=)
[#3] flowers bloomed and their scents filled the whole garden...hmm...wat a luxury to smell the fresh air wif the bonus of flower scents...even the bees and the butterflies are attracted to the wonderful scents produced by the flowers...a great success for the gardener i guess^^enjoy it before winter wipe them all up...
[#4] you cant taste the air, neither can u taste the wind=/ but u definitely can taste the food in ur mouth=) chocolate is the best!!! some say they are too sweet while some love theirs sweetness...one of the most important gift during valentine's...so dun they deserve a good rest at ur tongue?sound a bit...erm....heex...but the message behind is to enjoy the chocolate and feel its sweetness as it melts=)
[#5] i'll hug you to warm u up a bit...i'll hold ur hand to make u trust me...i'll not be able to feel ur heartbeat if you are too far away..so lets get closer to understand each other. i love you is the words...but wif the additional action,you gain extra points=) touch the most inner part of the heart and move her to tears...i'll always wait for you to say ''yes'' and forever protect you from any dangers,take care of you in any situation...
[#6] 6th sense...girls' unique power...feel the future and understand the the situation...i just love to haf it=)
my feel...
Monday, March 19, 2007 ( 8:17 PM )
haf u ever wonder wat is ur purpose of living?
or izzit u haf no choice but to leave ur footprints on this earth?
when our feet touched this earth,our journey began...
in life i think no one would pray for themselves to live unhappily or unhealthily...
however, there's a saying in chinese...being the same living things,human,we faces different fates and life...
so some ppl live in glory, while some live in otherwise...
that is why i say life is never fair...if it is going to be fair,there wont be a difference in ppl's life=)everyone will be the same..so izzit better to be unfair? i dunno=/
in our lifespan,there are many more love surrounding us besides couple love...
i haf many kinds of love and lose some...
wat i lose is couple lover kind of love..BUT tts ok!!!coz i noe there are still friendship and kinship for me to treasure^^is sympathy a kind of love too?hmm...
hence,dun let ur journey in life be a waste...live fully and enjoy everything=)
relieved sadness
Saturday, March 17, 2007 ( 5:26 AM )
dunno to feel down or wat...haiz.....sometimes fate is cruel....hmm....u'll never noe wat is gg to happen tmr or the future...treasure everyone ard u...
the day
Friday, March 16, 2007 ( 9:21 AM )
tmr going vivoing^^again..hahaha=D sianx cant sign in to msn..haiz...cant chat!!!
nvm la...dun go one day=)
i suddenly feel a sense of love..heex!!!I LOVE ME!!!heex...so lame...
but then really,muz love yourslf more kk^^hahaha=D design finish some tee...hope to complete on monday=)hmm....
wa really sian leh...msn cant sign in..grr.....!!!!!
wait...yeah~!!! can sign in le...heex=D
love
Thursday, March 15, 2007 ( 12:23 AM )
sometimes have u ever wonder....being wif someone u love is really a blessing...seriously,dun u wan to be with someone u love?
so do treasure ur partner if u haf...=)
2 ppl coming tgt i would say is fate...and i believe this fate is very precious...fate brings ppl tgt,then wat about maintaining the love ?
to maintain a relationship is difficult but when 2 ppl haf the faith in each other and deeply in love..i think this is not a problem...the hardest part is how to maintain the feeling for each other?feelings fade and new love grow...destiny come to play its part^^
when 2 ppl haf the fate and the destiny,nothing can stop the love flowing=)haha...
next,carrying a torch for someone is miserable i would say..=/
due to the fact tt one does not haf the courage to confess,a relationship has no chance to start...often we would predict the results...like being rejected or so.thus,who dare to confess!!!??heex^^
there are many kinds of love in this world...and everyone of us belongs to one...at least=)
so,just treasure wat and who u haf...either be loved or to love...
happy day^^
........
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 ( 9:15 PM )
i'm so bored=/
haiz...msn no one to chat...no one msg....no one at home...no one to tok to..sianx ah~!!!
even charco is sleeping=( haiz....
unfair
( 5:57 AM )
the world is never fair,never perfect...do u agree?
izzit a blessing to be a human instead of animal?i dunno...good and bad in both ways ba...
firstly we get the power to so-call rule the world...overpowering the others.
however,we posses many feelings tt make us,human, miserable...
hmm....think about it..izzit a blessing or wat=/
=)
( 2:16 AM )
ytd i was dunno y wif no reason sad....hahaha=D
today when kboxing...so fun and picked saga seeds....hmm...din manage to pick a lot la...the place is eerie~!!!heex!!it rain so haf to run....
sing some songs and vent out my unhappiness...esp the ah mei's song..heex!!!
sort of miss mahjong...=X
chalet planning was a mess...so mayb cancelling ba~!!haiz...
haf bbq instead?not confirm ba....so hungry now=/ shall blog tonite^^
emo
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 ( 3:45 AM )
=(
it just not me
( 2:37 AM )
it's just not me....
i really dunno wat happen...feelin down recently...not becoz of him this time....
serious i dunno...
why izzit so difficult to be either good or bad person?
for no reason i feel so .....pressurized?
consoling or reprimanding become the same...and by doin so...i get disgusting impression...
so wat am i suppose to do?
saying sorry? IT'S JUST NOT ME~!!! i'm feeling weird...why why why why why why why?????ANSWER ME!!! tell me wat's wrong...pls dun say dunno...nth nvm...it'll only make me feel worse...if u really feel tt it is ok..then why bring it up....why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
by writing so i hurt ppl again for sure...see i really dunno who am i now...locked...go away..
in conclusion,the more i speak the more i get blame of hurtng ppl or being kpo...
i shall just shut up and no more good or bad but NOTHING~!!!
words kill
Monday, March 12, 2007 ( 8:09 PM )
sometimes haf u ever wonder...wateva u said may hurt someone?
some words may seem nth to you..but u never noe!!! it has an effect on others..so definitely haf to be careful of wat u say...
words can really mark a bad impression of u on others u noe^^
recently very busy so din get to blog..haha=D hmm...i've learnt sth la these few days..one is the one mention above...
the other one is tt everyone has a limitation..and when u trigger off tt ji sian i would say...the person will get angry...really!!!!haha=D so think twice before u do anything...someone can joke wif doesn't mean he/she has higher limitation...it will one show tt this person hope to prevent any unpleasant things to happen...so dun go over...dun play overboard too=)
in conclusion...always mind wat u say and wat u do...
dun regret after u realised u've spoken sth wrong and anger ppl...^^nice day!!!
headache
Sunday, March 11, 2007 ( 3:15 AM )
omg ah...got a bad headache!!! slept for 14 hrs..my record lor..haha=D
yea tmr got bbq..muz eat and take many pucture..at yar's hse^^
hmm...so tired still...charm la..going to be pig~!!!hahahaha=D sth bothering me...parents' health..haiz...
o ya..i have a dream today..heex!!!quite nice...but i wont say=)anyway hope it'll come true..if dun oso nvm la=Pwth i'm toking?nvm....
very lazy to blog le...hahaha^^
o ya...taunt on last friday...wa damn tired la...but fun.
ganna chase out of the skool at about 1am..then no choice..haf to walk to book a hotel...NO ROOMS!!!too ex oso..so decided to walk to pp's mac(24 hrs)...in the end taunt there...
play many nonsense games..hahaha=D throughout the whole night la~!!!dunno how we survive...heex! fun after all...but tiring..
then at ard 6, we went to see sunrise..din really see the sun but the sky turn brighter la~...hahaha=Dquite beautiful...
SERIOUSLY...IS SO TIRING!!!!!
sleep alot then..tts y now headache=P
after work
Friday, March 9, 2007 ( 12:40 AM )
today is my last day of work...helpin my father...
i heard a song today...sort of bring back some memories...
imagine me without you...is a sad song i would sad...
let me rmb someone whom i dun wish i had be reminded...sometimes i really wonder...one hurt me so deep yet i cant forget TOTALLY!!!why?
not sad just wondering....tat song is nice...however doesn't really reflect my relaionship..coz is imagine me without u..but i need not imagine i guess..it had happened..=/
haha=D however i've learnt during this fall and have stand up long ago..so i will just think and not broad abt it....after all it will just be a memory of mine,following me wherever i go...
heard another song...this song u heard in my blog..spirited away(one of the songs).i find it very nice and let me fall deep into my thinking sometimes...really very nice!!haha=Di'm a person who thinks alot..i like to imagine but i definitly noe when to stop and face the reality^^in life...doesn't we need some sort of imagination to brighten up?seriously..try imagine...hmm...really miss many things but definitely enjoying every moment now=)
may my life be as interesting as i can imagine...haha...
tired
Thursday, March 8, 2007 ( 2:00 AM )
hmm....back from work..
think the green chalet is still on..haha=D so happy!!!
confidence=beauty
however,
overconfidence=proud
so be humble and confident at the same time^^haha=D
listen to the song irreplaceable...is nice^^hahaha...hmm...my friendster song le=)
my brother says music muz haf base then nice..okok..i'll put the base louder..heeheex!!!
ytd got some weird dreams..hmm...dun wan say wat dream...but i feel weird after waking up..haiz..izzit a beautiful dream or a nightmare for me? now i sort of forget some parts le...by tmr,i guess i'll forget all...haha=D
sometimes when i wish my dream can come true...but sometimes i just hope it can just be a beautiful dream i had before...just remained as it is...not becoz it is a nightmare but...dunno leh..hmm...feeling confused and weird=/
busy
Wednesday, March 7, 2007 ( 6:13 PM )
today going to be busy..away from home=)
helping at my father's stall today..gg out soon...hahaha=D at least i'm not BORED!!!wahahax^^
the past
( 4:04 AM )
hmm...today nth much..quite a boring day=/
tmr gg to be busy coz helpin my father stall...hmm..mama sick la~!!!hope she can be ok soon...healthy healthy!!!=)
gg to tp..found 2 frens gg to the same course as me^^PRIMARY SKOOL frens somemore...jasmine and ding jie..
wonder how they look like...heex!!!really very bored la today..haiz..sianx!!!tho got ppl msg but then...i a bit lazy to reply..
o ya today whole day blogging...change skin and add music...very happy that i manage to put in music for my blog and SIXters blog and my friendster....thank u dola^^heeheex!!!
WA~!!!so sianx ah...but i dunno why,i feel glad inside me..heex^^weird rite?haiya nvm la~!!i'll be busy very soon when skool starts=)
boring boring boring
Tuesday, March 6, 2007 ( 8:40 PM )
hmm...sth in my mind...
wat does scandalous mean?
and wat's the difference btw scandal and scandalous?
wat do we call the ppl involving in a scandal?
hahaha=D just suddenly curious^^
i'm so bored la at home...tho i'm doin tee..but not everyday doin ma...so feel sian=(
gg out...will always end up cancel or postpone...haiz...SOMEONE PLS ENTERTAIN ME!!!!heehee...
miss my SIXters...=(
vivo
( 12:38 AM )
ytd went vivoing^^so happy...with SIXters(without siti...sad leh)
take pictures and watch movie[just follow law]...so fun!!!BEST PART!!!celebrated zhen's belated bday=)tho is belated,it is equally meaningful^^bought a chocolate cake secretly and gave her a surprise=)hahaha=Di gave her a tee..hope she will like it...
very funny...we try to light up the candle for zhen but the wind is like so strong!!let me think of the lantern festival when we celebrated yar's bday^^hahaha=D
o ya...we cant finish the cake lor...then me yar and zhen try to gulp down...[mb stop eating coz she fall sick easily after eating sweet stuff..and nisha cant eat..not halal^^]
we bought coffeebean drinks and i saw one bag i like..mayb buying for poly^^hahaha^^
everything went so sweet...the food,drinks and the day=)heex!!!
LOVE SIXters always=)
SIXters are the best!!!!
My day
Monday, March 5, 2007 ( 5:58 PM )
Get into the course in wan in the skool i wish^^
temasek poly vsc^^so happy!!!design here i come...wahahax=D
love at first sight
( 5:01 AM )
do u believe in love at first sight?
i do...but haven met one^^haf u?
during these days,really wonder...wat brings ppl tgt?izzit fate?
in many ppl mindset,love is sth flowing in our blood...yes it is!
however,human is the only animal i would say...who is able to hide their true feelings the best..yes indeed as compared to others.
for eg,
when dogs are feeling happy,they wag their tails.
when animals love each other,they approach and fight for their partners...
BUT!!!human dun show trufully...
when they are sad,they can hide so well tt no one noes tt this person is suffering from depression...
when a human is in love,he/she can act as if nothing is going on...
tts the problem wif human beings!!!we haf to show our true feelings...
although it is the best to show our true feelings,we human who posses the secondary feelings, noe tt we haf to consider the eyes of others.this is why we hide our thinking...
seriously,would u dare to tell the person tt u like him/her when u start considering whether will he/she reject u?seldom ppl is able to pluck up tt courage to do so...i can say i wont haf tt courage for sure!!!think most of the ppl would be standin at my side too..right?
but then still,is better to show than to hide too much..^^hahaha=D
tmr posting results!!!good luck to all and may everyone get into the skool and the course they wan=)
refresh
Sunday, March 4, 2007 ( 6:47 AM )
this is the new me!!!
i wan to haf a new start...so,i refresh this blog..haha^^
hope to record happy events only and be free from troubles..i hope=)
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